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"P' can you smile again? With dimples Pleasee~" I said while squatting in front of him and readying my phone's camera—

But P'Dean being P'Dean, which is seeing me in this position, already means to him an invitation for a new cuddling sessions,

This P'! Can we do something more productive than this?!

I exclaim in my thought because he just manhandled me again by scooping me up and let me sit on his lap, while me by instincts wrapped my arms around his neck,

"Go on take a picture" He softly said,

But how can I do it if his Face is buried in the crook of my neck!

"But P~ show your face first~ I have a lot of photos in your phone but I don't have much yours, please P~" I said while wiggling on his lap,

But he just keep on squeezing me in his arms, that after a minute I just stop because it was useless—

He is much more stronger than me!

"I have a lot of photos in that website, you can just save some, I wont mind, let's just cuddle or more... If you want?" He calmly said at first but on the last part he said it in a seductive tone while raising his eyebrows alternatively,

I just gave him a blank look and unwrapped my arms on his neck and folded it in my chest,

"P! That was different, I want pictures that I was the one who take, you will be away for some months because of your i-internship..." I eagerly said but choked on the last word,

...I-I want some p-pictures that can keep me from m-missing you.." I added while unfolding my arms in my chest and slightly bowed my head because I feel like crying when I remember I wont see him for months,

P'Dean was already in his 4th year now and I was in my 2nd, though we somehow already expected that his internship might be outside of the city,

And now that it was actually confirm and the date of his departure is nearing, that news itself got me in this feeling,

I know I shouldn't be this clingy or emotional, but during the past months that we've been together,

I feel like he was already part of my usual day to day life, and imagining that someday he wont be here when I wake up or when I eat— it sucks.

"Oh.. My baby, are you gonna cry also like the way you cry in the coffee shop before?" He teased while pulling me in tight hug,

I just sniffed and smacked playfully his broad chest because I was little bit annoyed, like how can he be calm like this, when here I am already missing him even if he is still here,

"It's your fault P~ I was just asking for a picture but you're rejecting me!" I said with a pout while my chin is resting on his shoulder,

I'm still on his Lap, this P' is really that clingy!