Untold Feelings || Jungkook Ffs

pt 4// Revinding the past

<y/n POV>

"Y/n, you left. Not spoke to any of us in the last 2 years and blocked all the ways for us to contact you! Why ?? Did you ever think of us as your friends ?" Yoongi yelled at me while  slamming his hands on the door making me flinch.

"Yoongi calm down. Let her explain." Rm said calming yoongi down.

"Guys.. I don't know how to put it into words but firstly just know that I'm extremely sorry for whatever happened and I know that I'm guilty to all of you guys but I had reasons although it won't justify the hurt I had put you all through but I need you'll to calmly listen..." I said as tears escaped my eyes and they all nodded and I began to explain them the most painful past.

< 2 years ago >

Jungkook and I had been best friends since childhood and always did everything together. He always protected me and made me feel loved.

Through him I met other boys and we all bonded really well. They all treat me like their own and never let anyone harm me. They all used to ship me with jungkook because we both were way more closer than anyone else. I used to deny that I like jungkook but deep down I did love him a lot and only my girl best friend kizy knew about that.

One day I got a secret gift for jungkook and placed it in the dance practice room of school where jungkook used to dance at his time. I told about that only to kizy and she suggested me to wrote a note also with a suspicious name which only we both knew. I found that odd but still gave in and wrote "your secret admirer" at the end.

When jungkook saw that he got so happy while me and kizy spy on him secretly. After that day jungkook started doing the same. He used to left a gift and a love note with"To my secret admirer "written, in the piano room in which me and kizy used to practice.

I started thinking that jungkook feel the same way towards me but never told me anything in person but I noticed that he started becoming more protective towards me. We both got more closer day by day.

One day I entered the piano room and saw the gift that jungkook placed. It was a beautiful ring and " To my secret admirer, I would love to see you in person now. I've got something important to confess to you. Meet me at the rooftop after school. ❤" was written on the note and a big smile appeared on my face.

Kizy entered and asked me as to why I was so happy and I told her everything. Her face expressions got tensed for a second but eventually she smiled and hugged me.

"So guys, what are you doing after school?" Rm asked as we all were sitting at the canteen, making me and jungkook both cough at the same time.

"What is going on between you two?" Jin asked eyeing both of us.

"What ! Nothing" I said hiding my blush. "Of course , there's nothing going on between us" jungkook said gulping down the water.

"Haha.. See how they are trying to hide things from us now" JHOPE said making us embarrassed.

After School the guys went to have lunch at the cafe. They invited me but I made an excuse that I had some work from library.

When I was making my way towards the rooftop,my ankle twisted and I fell down on the ground. Luckily there were some students and they took me to the medical room. My ankle was causing so much pain so I rested there for some time.

After I got a bit stable I made my way towards roof and was hurrying because I was already so late. "I wonder if would still be there" I said to myself and opened the door.

Roof was beautifully decorated and smiled widely, just then my eyes fell on jungkook and he was kissing someone making me all shock and I got stopped in my tracks. When they broke the kiss I saw who he was kissing and it felt like the my heart stopped beating, it was my best friend kizy.