Time jump to 5 years Brittany POV: I know you might be wondering where I am right now, well im in the army, I've been training for the army since I was 11 years old and I was always certain that I was going to go to the army to make my father proud but Santana stopped me from going because it was "tOo DaNgErOuS" well now we're not together anymore so she can kiss my ass. We are in Afghanistan doing the wars right now I'm behind a wall with my partner Luke. "When I say shoot, we shoot ok?" I say Luke looks at me and then nod, I see one of them running Towards our way so I take my silencer aim to his head and shoot,he drops. Ok that's one, I see all of them ahead of me and I tell Luke to follow me with my hand I go up further so I can get a good range of them then I tell Luke "SHOOT NOW!!" He starts shooting them with a automatic gun, then i start shooting, everyone else was already shooting, me and Luke just had to sneak behind their base to get a good aim at them. I look behind to check our backs and I see one of them he's running towards us but I don't think he sees us I tell Luke to stop with my hand he looks at me like "what's wrong?" I tell him to look forward , he looks and sees what I'm looking at, he goes for his silencer but before he pulls it out I hear a beeping sound I look on the ground and see a Grenade "LUKE RUNN" I tell him , he looks back and sees the grenade and starts running, I try to pick it up and throw it back but I get grabbed and all of a sudden theres a big explosion and all I see is black. ............................................................................. Santana POV: Its been five years since Brittany left, five years that I have regretted, five years of pain and agony. It's been very hard since Brittany left I keep the letter she wrote for me by my side everyday and everyday I read it I cried because i know I caused her pain because I slept with our best friend Quinn. I always think back to the day I received the letter from Mr. Pierce and I always thought what if it was different. ............................................................................. Flashback five years ago Santana POV: I open the letter " dear Santana, I have gone away for good , I took all of my clothes while you was sleeping I'm out of the country so don't come look for me. I can't believe you did this to us I loved you so much I always thought about having kids with you and living our life together as a family, a happy family I actually thought you loved me was it something I did? or is it me am I not love able enough? I miss you and I love you so much but I have to break up with you because obviously this relationship is toxic and we are not meant to be together. I just hope you know that I loved you so much during the relationship and I would've never cheated on you or thought about it and if you get in another relationship while I'm gone and they don't give you complements like they supposed to I just want you to know that you are the most sexiest, the most beautiful human being, you have the most gorgeous eyes ,the most gorgeous plump lips ,the most beautiful soul ,and the most softies Carmel skin you are one of a kind Santana Lopez and I hope you know that . the fact that I lost you is just tearing me apart you will always have my knees weak and I will always love you no matter what. your still my best friend I just need to get over you before I come back and get close to you again ,and if you see the gang tell them I love them so much they're my family and I'll see them soon and Santana I will always have your back forever
Love, Brittany" I start crying. what have I done I lost the one thing that was good to me. I started crying harder and feel asleep in the process. Flashback over ............................................................................. Santana POV: I lost someone that was so good to me and my actions were to blame for it. I feel my phone vibrate it was Quinn
Quinn: hey babe I'm getting groceries do you need anything from the store?
Santana: hey babe no I'm good thank you though.
Quinn: alright I'm bringing back take out see you soon 😘 Santana:alright see you soon❤️
I know your like what the fuck I know. she was the only one that was there for me after the breakup so we magically just became a couple but I still love Brittany . I regret this relationship, I hate my relationship with Quinn every time we kiss I feel like someone is kicking me hard in my stomach but I just have to go with it for now she is just my crutch. I'm in my pajama pants with a crop top on and I'm watching one tree hill, eating takis and drinking water, just as they about to get to my favorite part I hear keys and I act like I'm asleep I hear footsteps and I hear Quinn say awww " my baby is sleeping" I know your like why you acting like you sleep well she's fucking annoying like ughh. I feel her pepper kisses on me and I "wake up" she says "wake up babe, I got your food" I get up and walk to the kitchen "where's the groceries do you need help?" I say "yeah there are loads in the car" she says I walk out of the kitchen to put on some shoes on, walk outside to get the groceries and after we get the groceries in the house we start putting them up I ask her "how's your day" she says "it's been good, very stressful though" I frowned "why?" She says " well there's this big case and it's about...well...it's kinda like the Scranton strangler case, but this strangler killed his family and his wife mistress" I look at her shocked "what the fuck?" Her eyebrows are Raised "yup" she says wile popping the p at the end, I changed the subject cause I can see that she's getting frustrated. after we put up the groceries we start eating and talking about random stuff, I get full and throw my trash away , I tell her I'm going up stairs, I do my nightly routine, then I read Brittany's letter then I go to sleep not knowing what this week is gonna be like. ............................................................................. (A/N: this was very difficult for me to write but I'm coolio I hope y'all like this ,I'm not very good at this fanfic stuff but I'm trying but I put a song up above by Brent faiyaz he ughh just.....ifykyk anyways.....love y'all stay hydrated, you are important on this earth don't forget that ok? Love yourself always. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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