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↞ Symoria Logan Carter ∥ Face ↠ Dallas , TX // Wednesday 4:36 PM.
I laid in my bed as tears fell down my face . I didn't really understand why I broke down all of a sudden . This wasn't the first time .
"18 years old still crying like a baby." I mumbled .
"Face." My daddy walked in my room and I wiped my tears away quickly . "What's wrong?" He asked concerned.
"Nothing." I shook my head .
"Symoria." He got serious and closed the door behind him . "Talk to me , if you wont do it , the how you gone move past it?"
"I just feel useless." I cried . "I don't really see a point in living . Everybody I let in , used me or tried to." I wiped my tears . "My own mama don't want nothing to do with me , my own uncle raped me , I just don't wanna do it no more." I cried .
"Face." He lifted my chin and wiped my eyes . "You have every reason to still be here . I feel like if I wouldn't never made dumb decisions in the streets , you wouldn't be in this position cause I would have been there." He pulled me into a hug . "What's done has already been done and I swear if I could go change it I would in a heartbeat but Symoria , you gone be something and when you look back at some of these things you gone be glad you went through it because that's what made you."
"Nothings changing." I sniffed . "I can't talk to nobody but you for real and some stuff I'm just not comfortable talking about."
"I'm always here." He looked at me . "Okay? I won't judge you what so ever . Everything you do , Ima support you from start to finish . If you wanna lay down and cry in my arms just because you feeling like that , Ima be there . If you wanna go out to eat and just spend time with me , we can do that too . You just have to help me help you." He explained . "Ima be here every step of the way you just can't push me away."
"I feel dumb , nobody told me and talked to me about being with Deon . I shoulda left him a long time ago , the day I ended stuff with him he told me that nobody wants to be with a depressed female or something like that and that has been replaying in my head ever since then."
"He - you know what Ian even gone say too much cause Face you know how I am when it come down to you . But nobody can tell you what to do in your relationship , you get it?" He asked .
"Yea bu-"
"Not but's , cause who gone be with that person at the end of the day ? You . Nobody can make you see something in somebody else , you gotta see it yourself and decide after that what you gone do with that . You left when it was right for you."
