Walking into my mama's house La'Shay got up from the island and gave me a hug I kissed her forehead before asking where our parents were she told me our dad was in the back while our mama was at work.
"You okay?" She asked me giving me a concerned look. I nodded my head but I wasn't okay Amora was stressing a nigga out I had some bad relationships but this shit right here made no sense. Everyday we arguing every fucking day I didn't even ask her ass out yet but she was my girl and we knew what it was. I care for her retarted ass but she starting to take a toll on me I already got enough going on.
Going to the backyard I seen my dad smoking making me laugh this man always smoking.
"pops" he turned around and smiled my pops was old but he didn't look like it. Me and Cedric looked like him while La'Shay took more of our mother she had some of his features but mostly our moms.
"Wassup youngin' why you shot ya brother" his smile dropped and I shrugged my shoulders. My pops wasn't going to like it if I told him I shot my own blood over a female but shit I did it, that nigga was asking for it.
"You got a female" here he go. Why the fuck everybody so concerned about my life, damn. That's what I wanted to say but my dad wasn't Cedric I couldn't disrespect him like that I know he already wanted to beat my ass for shooting Ced.
"Yeah" his eyebrows shot up before stepping in front of me. One thing about him was that he liked eye contact no matter who you were if you talked to him face down he didn't trust you.
"Why haven't you brought her around" sucking my teeth Ian wanna talk about this shit man.
"That sh- it's not gon last"
"You saying it like you don't want it too" I thought and maybe I didn't Amora and I didn't have any strings attached I didn't have to put up with her shit, at all. I think imma just call it quits shit it was fun while it lasted.
"Mom's here" La'Shay said and a shiver ran down my back this lady was about to tear my ass up im too grown for ass whoopings.
"You know she about to whoop yo ass" my pops said while laughing. That shit not even funny cause I'm really scared her whoopings hurt. I should've never shot his dumb ass.
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Four weeks later..
Leaning up on my bed I was being held down by something making me look down, seeing a head full of hair on my chest. She had on a matching set while I had on my boxers. Hope, is her name we met when I was going to the store and I got her number. We just been kicking it and fucking she had a nice vibe I liked being around her. I stopped communicating with Amora she would text and call but I never answered I guess after awhile she got the memo.
I missed her ass like crazy but we weren't good for each other all that arguing and fighting was too much for a nigga. The knocking got louder making hope stir in her sleep. Carefully moving so I wouldn't wake her I put on some Jim shorts with a tee and went to the front door.
"Fuck at my door" I mumbled before opening the door revealing Amora who wore shorts with a shirt and some slides. It's finna be some shit if she find out Hope in my bed. "Wassup" I stepped outside closing the door behind me praying Hope didn't wake her ass up when she realized I wasn't in bed.
"Wassup? Why you been ignoring me" she crossed her arms over her chest. Sighing I didn't feel like doing this shit with her it was late as fuck and I was tired Hope knew how to ware a nigga out.
"Amora I'm not doing this shit with you tonight" turning around she grabbed my arm, pulling herself in front of me blocking the front door.
"Okay that's fine but instead of dodging my calls and texts you could've told me what was up if you didn't want to fuck with me anymore you could've just said that I have feelings ice I'm sorry for being this psychotic bitch but you could've let me know, got me looking crazy as fuck man" Huffing I felt bad she was right I could've been straight up with her but I feel like we woulda fought it just would've been too much.
"You so fucking sorry I didn't even mean to fall for your ass!" She yelled.
"Sshh" I changed our positions to where I was now in front of the door and she was in front of me. "Why you being so loud I got neighbors" she jerked her head back.
"Alright let's go inside" looking down at her I just kept quiet her little ass was about to flip out I can't believe I got myself in this shit she top every female I ever fucked with. Trying to move me aside I stayed in place, avoiding eye contact.
"You got somebody in there"
"Nah" I finally looked at her and seen the rage in her eyes. Ah shit.
"You got a bitch in there Ezekiel!" She was louder than before I know the whole block heard that shit my body tensed when the door opened.
"Everything okay, baby" Hope said from behind me she couldn't see Amora since my body literally towered over hers. Amora looked behind me and her eyes widened I looked back and seen Hope in one of my shirts.
"Yeah, go lay back down" she nodded her head and stood on her tippy toes pecking me on the lips. Closing the door I looked at Amora who looked spaced out I didn't want to kiss Hope in front of her but I didn't want to embarrass Hope either.
"So, that's why you been ignoring me" she chuckled while backing up.
"Amora" she squinted her eyes before taking off on my ass I mean she started hitting my ass everywhere. This fucking girl. Getting frustrated I grabbed both sides of her arms and slammed her into the door. "Stop, man" I said but she continued hitting my dumb ass.
"I can't believe you bruh why you did me like that, huh" she asked with tears falling down her eyes.
"Why you crying man" I wiped her tear but she tried fighting me off of her. I let her fight me, struggle to get out of my hold all that eventually she calmed down and the only thing I heard was her crying. She was crying because of me.
"I'm sorry" wrapping my arm around her waist we leaned against the door. "I just can't do this shit with you man everyday we fighting or arguing ion wanna do that everyday sometimes I just wanna be under you, talk to you and blow a bag on you all a nigga want from you is to get my mind off shit but you always tryna argue man" I stated my frustration.
"It's not just me Ezekiel we both have to find better ways when reacting to certain situations and all I know is violence when shits about to happen my first reaction is getting physical because that's what I grew up around I expected you to help me, ice" she cried some more. "I just needed that from you I wanted us to work so bad now I feel like shit because I ruined it but you should've said something sooner I probably wouldn't be hurting as bad as I am now if you would've said something!"
"How do you think I feel when you ignore me then I come to your place to find out you been playing house with some bitch" she pointed to the door. "It's okay though you don't want nothing to do with me that's fine, let me go" I bit the inside of my mouth still holding on to her. I didn't want to let her go I wanted to kick Hope out, take Amora upstairs and fuck her so good.
"Let me go, please" she said softly. Letting her go I watched as she wiped her face and unlocked her car door. Getting into the car she waisted no time cranking up the car and leaving.
