A new life begins in spite of my current health status -- a life of getting back to God as well. I also had to cope up with taking care of myself by lessening intake of unhealthy foods (except for my cheat days). I needed to discipline myself as well in my sleeping habits and give myself time to rest. There are a lot of things I may have missed out after having this current health condition such as going outside and working with celebrities, which I still honestly miss doing but I know I cannot do so much anymore.
I also realize that I needed to go back to journaling which I rarely do ever since I started my career as a talent for a TV show (though I wished I should have done that too for memory keepsakes - like who are the celebrities I've worked with, how was my experience, what do I think of my co-talents during the set... things like that). Now that I don't get to work or appear in any TV shows, I find this as the perfect opportunity to go back to journaling and do more regular morning devotions by reading God's Word everyday. This is the new normal of my life.