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seungcheol

seungcheol went to han river after the burial service, a letter in his hand. he comes to han river to clear his mind and this is also where he and mingyu had their first and last heart-to-heart talk

dear cheol hyung,
hyung-nim are you at han river right now?i am pretty sure you are, you always go there to clear your mind, i know it's different that i am not there but just think of it as the times before we had our first talk when you used to come by yourself.
hyung, please continue leading seventeen like how you always have done, you've been the best leader and best hyung i could ever ask for, please don't blame yourself for what happened okay? if you do i'll come haunt you!
i love you so so so much hyung, thank you for everything.
from your donasaeng, mingyu <3

seungcheol held the letter tightly in his hand, tears wetting the letter and rain falling hard depicting his emotions, "i love you too mingyu." seungcheol sobs, "i love you so much, so fucking much this hurts." seungcheol puts his hand on his neck where a necklace rests with mingyu's ring on, "at least i always have a piece of you here."