Loved You

02.

Bella and Arman broke up. Its really a bad break up kasi naman mag classmates lang naman kami. I'm really mad at Arman for breaking Bella's heart. Inaway ko si Arman for hurting Bella. I never really knew what causes their breakup but from what I can see and observe, they both lost each other. Bella is not that attentive to Arman and Arman is busy playong computer games and hanging out with friends. I guess both of them fell apart from each other.

Its really a roller coaster ride for the two. Sino ba naman kasing hindi, mag classmates lang so hindi ma iwasan ang parinigan, tuksuhan and lahat ng drama.
That time Arman and I are just good friends. Because of what he did to Bella we kinda drift apart kasi mas papanigan ko si Bella sa kanya but still were civil with each other.

Grade 10 ended with a blast. Yung section lang naman namin ang malapit na hindi maka graduate sa mga kalokohan ng classmates ko nadamay kaming lahat! buti nalang napatawad kami at pinag graduate!

Bella decided to enroll to another school for Senior Highschool and for a moment nagplano din ako na sa ibang school mag aral ng shs pero dahil nakakatamad mag take ng exam tsaka mag enroll hindi na ako lumipat at nag shs parin sa St. Peter's Academy.

Senior high is like a stepping stone for maturity and legality. Maraming nagbago.  Hiwahiwalay kami ng barkada kasi ibat-iba ang mga strand namin. Lucky for me kasi mostly classmates ko lang noon parin but mayroong new comers but its never a big deal kasi puro mga babae lang kami sa ABM strand. Pito lang yung lalaki yung iba dipa puro na lalaki ah! haha but anyways this is where I really get to experience my first take on love.

I never did really remember how exactly it started but for me it was during April, summer before I start grade 11. As cliche as it can be he chatted me first through messenger, he replied to my myday on fb. Nangamusta lang naman siya noon and that time, I really didn't make a big deal out of it kasi barkada din naman kami. It's normal kumbaga para sakin kasi he also ask me about school stuff.

He's really fun to talk to. Witty ang kuya mo haha usually mga kagagohan nya yung pinaguusapan namin oh di kaya mga chismis sa mga schoolmates namin! tbh mas chismoso talaga yung boys kaysa sa girls! Promise! Ang dami niyang alam na issue ah parang hindi kami nasa iisang school lang kasi mostly hindi ko talaga alam haha laging huli sa balita gurl!

Hindi rin naman consistent yung chat namin kasi hindi ako mahilig mag chat or mag online. Im a wattpader kasi haha most of the time nagbabasa lang ako ng mga stories. But one thing I noticed is that pag nag reply ako, nagrereply din siya agad. He randomly greet me Goodmorning and good eve which was for that time is weird but I let it pass kasi alam ko naman na bored lang si Arman at ako na naman napagtripan. Halata naman kasi na napaka palekero ng lalaking yun! Inamin nya rin naman yun haha nga lalaki talaga hays...

May, birth month ko and he still chatted me. Siguro the turning point is when he have a family problem and he talk it out with me. He called me on messenger, It's not a big deal for me that time kasi I always offer help sa mga friends ko as long as kaya ko. Naawa nga ako sa kanya kasi I've learned that he was from a broken family. Kahit ako naguguluhan kasi he has a step dad who supported him but nasa tita nya siya tumira. I never knew then that his mom already passed away kahit na mag classmates kami noon. Never did I knew anything personal info's about him until the time he shared with me.

He even ask sorry from me kasi nakaabala daw siya. He just needs someone to talk to and ewan ko sa kanya bakit sakin eh may tropa naman yun but It's not a burden for me kasi masaya na akong may natulong ako sa kanya kahit sa pakikinig lang and that was our first call.

Day's past and nalalapit na ang birthday ko! Im turning sixteen and quite excited kasi pinagplanohan nila mama yung birthday ko may salo-salong magaganap at magkakaisa nanaman kaming family and cousins its like a reunion!!

After that call, I noticed na kakaiba sa kanya. He's constant greetings and minsan nga tatawag siya akala ko may sadya pero wala lang pala. I sensed something pero binaliwala ko kasi naman in the span of meeting him being my classmate and barkada alam kong dakilang flirt talaga si Arman! hindi na bago sakin kasi nag share din naman siya sakin tungkol sa mga babae niya.

When my 16th birthday came, I was having a blast! and Arman was the first one to greet me! at 12 am exactly he send me a long birthday message with voice message na kumakanta ng happy birthday song na dikona pinakinggan hanggang huli kasi masakit sa tenga ang boses nya hahaha! I really appreciate his efforts sa pag greet sakin. He even said na libre niya ako ng pagkain as birthday gift but I declined kasi okay na sakin ang greetings tsaka malayo din naman kami nang tirahan. He lived in the city while I lived in the urban, 1 hour na byahe pa city.

It was a random thing that started with us. I never even have a clue that something can happen with a simple kumusta to something even deeper.