Just like the ocean;

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O n e T h i n g

If there's one thing I could wish for,
I wish I was born with a perfect straight-bones.
Not the c-bones or s-bones.
How sucks to be born with s bones.
( you may google up more about c & s bones.)

I cried almost every single day.
Every night before I sleeps, I ask myself.
God, why is this happen to me?
Why do you choose me?
They said "god gives you hardship because he know you can handle it. And because you're a strong ones. He knows that you'll be able to go through it."
But little do I know, I wasnt strong enough.

I wish I was born like the others.
How i wish.
There wasnt a day goes by,
Where I didn't think about how to end up my life.
My insecurities hits me up when the moon come out.
And that is why,
I hate myself more than anything in this world.

— tj.