Heather~Conan Gray
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Becky's POV
Flashback
I still remember the 3rd of December. He gave me his sweater. He even said it looked better on me than it did him. I remember there was this girl whom just seemed to catch his eye.
Her name was Heather.
End of Flash
Now I'm just sitting in the corner watching them together.
What I don't understand is why he chose her over me.
I know she's thinner and I know she's prettier, but all those years of us together thrown away because I didn't look like her.
Now she's wearing his sweater on this years 3rd of December, while I'm sitting here...feeling Colder than ever.
I have to she is very beautiful and she probably had no idea what she did to me. She is an amazing person, and I know this is wrong to say...but I just kinda wish she were dead.
My heart is torn to pieces. I'm broken. I'm Empty. I wonder if he knew how much I liked him, how much I loved him. I wonder if that would've changed anything.
I've always known he had a thing for her. Every time she walked by he was mesmerized by her beauty. Every time we went out and she was there. His eyes were on her, and only her. I have to admit she was a sight for sore eyes. He has never looked at me the same way he does her, which hurts me.
I'm just slowly dying inside. Asking myself where did it go wrong? Was I not pretty enough? Did he get bored of me? Why did he even kiss me or even get with me, when he really wanted her? I'm not even half as pretty as her.
I now know that he likes her better and always will, in his polyester sweater.
I- I just Wish I Were Heather.
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ANYWAYS-🤣
If you know me, you know I don't really do sappy emotional things and stuff like dat, but I think I did pretty good wit dis-😌
Anyways Have a nice Night/Day😗🥀
