[DISCONTINUED] Is it forever? (Thor x Reader)

Chapter 3

Warning: there is an attempt in suicide in the story but I will make make is bold so if you want to skip you can

After hearing those words who just wanted to be alone but also wanted to stay with Thor. Thor noticed that you were upset and tried to hug you but you moved away, "Thor me having powers is going to ruin my future of becoming a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent." Thor looked confused and didn't ander stand why you couldn't have powers and still be an agend so you explained to him while walking to your room.

"I'll ask Tony if he could find out by Fury if you could still be an agend even if you have powers so you can be what you want to be." Thor said trying to make you feel better and it obviously worked cause duh it's Thor (why did I say that😅). You and Thor said your goodbyes when he left you started to doubt yourself more than usualand it got to a point that you stepped out onto your belcany.

(Warning attempt on suicide from this part on) You felt like you shouldn't be here and that you should just end yourself so you sat on the edge of the balcony when you heard someone come into your room and saw that it was Thor, "(Y/n) what are you doing!?" Thor started to run to you but all you could respond to is, "I love you." then pushed yourself of you closed your eyes knowing people saw you but you felt someone catching you in mid air you opened your eyes and saw it was Thor.

It's over you may read on

"(Y/n) what were you thinking you could have scared everyone if they knew what you were attempting." you just looked into the distance while Thor took you back to your balcony, "I'm sorry Thor I just don't think I should be here ok! Now get out of my room" Thor looked at you feeling helpless but still listened to you and left you alone.

After what felt like 6 hours it was midnight you disided to go for a walk to calm yourself down and forget about what happend, so you took a jacket and poot on some sneakers and went out. You didn't think much of anything untill you felt someone gripping your arm and pulling you into a car, you tried to call for help but no one heard you. They took you to a cave where there was a red skull simbol then it clicked you it was hail heidra.

They took you to a lab you screamed but they duck taped your mouth shut. "Oh what a beautiful girl why don't we make you fit in with us Galaxy Soldier." you heard someone say in the background you saw the person but didn't know who it was.

They put you under anaesthesia it only took 10 seconds when you were nocked out.

When you woke up again you were in a sell with someone else hee had a metal arm and long brown hair, "Wh- Who are you and where am I?" you asked hoping for an answer from the strange man, "Winter Soldier and your at the Hail Heidra base, you must be the one that just got the new eye huh?" you wonder what he ment by the eyee when you realized that one of your eyes was a robot eye when you looked at The so called Winter Soldier you could see every information about him.

You and the Winter Soldier quickly became friends you trained with each other you had to learn to not feel pain in many ways through torture. You and Winter Soldier had a task to do, you had to get information on this agency called S.H.I.E.L.D. (remember your memory was wiped) so you and Winter Soldier got you army together and got into disguises to not loon so obvious or stand out.

You eventually got there and saw someone familiar but didn't really care you just carried on with your mission and that's wheen you saw someone run up to you and looked very excited you didn't know who it was but when they called out you name, "(Y/n) where have you been we missed you!?"