forgotten love -Nicholas Chavez

29.

[Explicit Chapter]
One more time
I promise after that, I'll let you go
Baby I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time

Robin.

I've been away from Ryan for the past two days. My feelings still unsure about him as I stared at my ring and thought of Nicholas. It's been two days and I've remembered Nicholas, someone from my past, which is so incredibly rare.

I come out of my bathroom fully clothed then I hear knocks at my window. I go to it confused and I see Ryan and nearly screamed. He looked like a messed and was begging me to open the door, so I slowly did.

"I have nothing to say to you." I tell Him.

"I get that, you don't have to say a damn thing if you don't want to, but I came here because I have shitload of things to say to you." He says and I sit on my bed and he sits next to me. "First off, by saying how entirely sorry I am for ever putting my hands on you. When I put the ring on your finger it was to protect you forever, to keep you in my life forever, and to make sure everyone knows that you were mine and-and everything that is mine I take absolute care of. I've failed that as your fiance and your lover. I couldn't leave my room for the past two days because of the absolute guilt I felt. No one, not even me, should ever be putting their hands on you like that. If you want us to end...then I'm okay with that I'll always still love you and even if you forgive me I'll still never know how to forgive myself."

Damn, he was good with his words. Or was I just too forgiving and empathetic.

"I forgive you, and I love you. If this happens again we're done...for good." I say to him, "but Ryan I need some time."

"My next match is this weekend. On Saturday...I would be more than happy for you to come. Hopefully that would give you enough time to think. Or if you need more time I understand. I just can't wait to get back to wedding planning. Which makes me want to do this..." He says then takes my hand and takes off my rings standing up in front of me then getting down on one knee, again.

"Robin Xavier, will you do me the honor in marrying me?"he asks and I nod my head feeling emotional.

"And yes I'll go to your match." I say and he puts the ring back on my finger then kisses me passionately on the lips.

Ryan leaves my house the same way he came and I go downstairs to eat dinner with my mom and one of her best friends that is practically my aunt, Vivian. After we had ate I went back upstairs to my room and sat at the edge of my bed thinking of Nicholas. He was stuck in my mind ever since we kissed and I was able to identify him. I just had to go see him so I went out my window the same way Ryan came with my car keys in my hands. I tried so hard to remember where he lived because I remembered being there...with him.

Our town wasn't the biggest but it wasn't going to be easy as I'm working with half of a memory. I knew exactly to go to. The gym.

When I arrived it was almost closed I first searched around to see if Nicholas was inside and when I couldn't I went to his trainer.

"Hey, where's Nicholas?" I say and he gives me a shocked look.

"Robin, hey, I didn't expect you. Especially to say Nicholas name." He says.

"I know, but I really need to see him. Do you know where he lives?"i asked.

He grabs a piece of paper and writes down his address then hands it to me. Blake. His name was Blake.

"Thank you so much Blake." I say and he smiles widely at me.

"I hope you're here to stay Robin." He says and i sigh.