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UNDERSTANDING YOURSELF

Non-Fiction

This Book is mostly a journal. It will be base on my point of view , related to dealing with depression, the feeling of always feeling lonely. Even though you know you have people that care for you. It's just that feeling that you will have when dea...

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Is It Real?!

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by FlawlessGigi

by FlawlessGigi

Is it real? Did it really happened? Sometimes we wonder about different situations that we are in. We always asking why? I needed to have this "everything happens for a reason" type of mindset. Like being touched at a young age happened for a reason, your mom telling you not to sit on uncle so and so laps had a reason behind it.
As a child you didn't know.Them asking you "if you like this" like they had the right to touch you the way they did? Like it was just okay. You walk around with this burden. Hoping one day that you will heal from this. Maybe this was just a bad dream, but this dream haunts you everywhere you go. After so many years of bottling this in, when you thought you was safe but little did you know this was just a start of another nightmare. Like how could you break me! When I just had gotten the perfect glue. It wasn't any type of glue. This was the glue that I prayed for and work so hard on.
This glue I had to wait years to finally receive this glue. This one glue that will take all my shattered pieces and slowly stick them back together, when I'm finally healing from being broken for so long. This monster comes around and break me again! Broke me to the point that I had enough and wanted to speak up! And I spoke up!!! Lil old me what was I thinking? Why did I think speaking up was going to help?
Instead speaking up made me feel so disgusted, but actually I'm glad I did! I got to witness some people truth colors, your enemy could be sleeping next to you every night and you don't even know until something happens to you and you see their truth colors. I won't be silent anymore! I will speak up and not care how others view me. I will speak up to help others realize hey it's okay it's not the end. Don't be ashamed. You didn't ask for this. And you DEFINITELY DO NOT DESERVE IT!