My Adorable Angel

Chapter Nine

Alfie POV

After Y/N and Lucifer took off, I regretted it the very last second. I shouldn't have done that to my soulmate. Heading to the kitchen, they all turn to see me. "Would you look at that, flyboy put a shirt on and still has a hickey" Dean obviously said as a joke.

I would react, but I'll just go off on a tangent about Lucifer stealing Y/N. I'm pissed my myself for letting her be with Lucifer. They all shared looks, looking like I've done something weird or stupid. "Are you okay, Samandriel?"

I turn to Castiel, not saying a word. I couldn't say a word, the whole Lucifer thing is going to slip out of my mouth, and the Winchesters would know. If they know, then he'll tell the other angels, and I'll die.

"Alright, something is up, you're not responding to Cas" Dean eyed me.

"What? N-no, I-I'm fine. J-just wanted to see if Y/N is still mad at me"

"Hm. She in her room?" He asked.

"Y-y-yes" I choked.

Feeling doubtful of me, Dean's eyes wandered over to his brother, giving a slight nod. Just with that motion, Sam typed on his laptop. I'm not sure what they're looking for, but I think I just told them. Stupid me!

After a few minutes of searching, I hear a voice. Y/N's voice. She was praying, saying that she was sorry and she misses me. Then again, I was washed over with regret.

"Alfie, why is Y/N in Detroit?" Sam looks to me.

"I don't know... but please don't tell him that I told you guys, he'll kill me"

"He? Who's he?" Dean questioned.

I didn't say a name, didn't speak. Because I knew they would hate me if I knew Lucifer had her and keep it to myself. Dean slammed his fist on the table, making everyone slightly jump and looking him. Not me, I was on a verge of tears or something.

"Lucifer" I whimpered.

The brothers shared a look, probably knowing the reason. "Damnit" Dean sighed. Then he stood up, grabbing his jacket. "Well... lets go to Detroit" he said before leaving the room. Sam closed his computer, walking away, leaving Castiel and myself.

"He knows about the soulmate thing?"

"Yes, what else am I supposed to do? Having Lucifer take her or him telling Heaven to let me die and letting her be all alone?"

"Samandriel, she won't be alone" he reassured.

I didn't anything else after that, Castiel and I just left, catching with the Winchesters. I'm just really hoping that they don't say anything about me telling them, it'll go terribly.

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Your POV

Mindlessly walking around the room for no particular reason, Lucifer opened up the small slot from the door. "Stay alert, beautiful" he winked at me, I rolled my eyes. It's already been a few hours, and I just play along. I don't plan on dying anytime soon.

"What now, Lucifer?"

"This time, I'm going to tell you the truth" his eyes changed to red.

Truth?? What is he talking about?! All of a sudden, I feel something. I'm not sure what kind of feeling, but its coming from Lucifer. As soon as he changed eye color, he slowly unlocked the door. "Do you promise to not do anything stupid once I open this door?"

As I was thinking and him talking, I was pacing back and forth. Biting my nails, wondering what the hell he means by 'the truth'. This actually might be the end of me. "Yes. I'm not that stupid to do that crap when I need an answer from what you said."

He sighed then nodded, opening the door to the same old broken apartment room. I did hesitate for a while before walking out, already knowing that everything will be okay and very calm. I feel... relaxed? Near him?

Lucifer gestured me to a seat, nerving a very soothing tone from him. Not only knowing from the look on his face – I can feel it – the nervous fear from him. "Okay, um..." he started.

"You were originally my soulmate. I was supposed to show myself to you the day after you and Samandriel met. But, the power and bond shifted from me to him. Over the past months, you have no idea how angry I was once I found out" he showed his red eyes for a few seconds before changing back "but, you know what? The both of us can still vaguely feel each other's bond. Of course its stronger because its only us, and Samandriel is so far away from us. I loved you, Y/N... I still do"

I'm left speechless, I don't think there are words to say to him. I mean... my original soulmate being the devil. There's so many questions right now. "Lucifer, I... I'm not exactly sure what to say to you"

"How about... I'm sorry?" He came towards me with red eyes. Once he got close up, he put his hands on my upper arms, changing back to normal color eyes. "I-I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you"

In the moment, its heating up. The tension between us, something's gonna happen. He slowly and nervously took a hand, and placed it under my chin. He lifted my chin up, but I chose to stand up in the moment. Then, it was completely silent. I felt like... the whole world has gone dead. Like it stopped.

Suddenly, we did it. Lucifer leaned in – I leaned in – landing his soft lips on mine. I shouldn't be doing this, I'm with Alf. I couldn't stop thinking and thinking in my head. Then, lightening striked twice, right outside the window. Being so unexpected, I jumped, laying my head on his chest, holding him tighter.

"W-what was that?"

"Our lightning strikes. The first one represents me and the second one is you. The angels are now alerted about us being soulmates, but since they knew it was me, they can't do anything about it."

"U-us? No. That's wrong, my soulmate is and always has been Alfie... sorry, I shouldn't be doing this"

I could've ran out, but I'm not that stupid and I don't want him pissed, so I ran back to my room and closed the door behind me. Lucifer followed me, seeing me through the slot in the door. I backed up, running into the wall.

"P-please just leave me alone"

"I-I'm sorry, Y/N. I didn't mea-"

"Just go... please"

Lucifer didn't say another word, just gave a little head nod, and walked away. There's so much to take in, to question. For now, I'm just hating myself for kissing Lucifer. Cheating on my boyfriend. I'm such an awful person.

I'm not good enough for him and he deserves so much better than me.

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