Sometimes it is so hard to connect to the world. When you think you are almost there gravity starts acting. The Blooming stops and it all withers away. You blame yourself for not watering but just a reminder there were no rains,rivers were dry and water reservoirs were not there for your rescue. You try to plan what has already been planned. Try change what has already been set , Act responsible for scars you didn't cause. And so there is only one way out of this, Laid to rest, wallah! You think you are free from the race,then boom!!!!! As the good book says , you are woken up on judgement day. You got nothing to say , all you do is watch, so as a verdict could be declared. You try to but but but! But you can't. Your poison, your rope, your knife and all your methods failed you and they only reset your nightmares into everlasting demon and fire infested visuals. You scream your guts out (Oh yeah!) But again you ain't dying. You break into pieces ( you still alive) . You cry out loud no one is listening ( just voices and fierce laughs) . All the chances and options that could have been used continuously repeat themselves in your head (the fire ain't reducing) . You humbly request for another chance ( But yeah it's hell) no escape. Your inside is out, you're decapitated, the pain ain't ending. Your vitals are popped out , your limbs and fingers all over the place ( you are still there honey). All this pain to your soul , you sold your soul to the devil for free , Just because of some stupid human beings and issues you could have dealt with or jus avoided instead of the eternal torture.
Ahem! All that vivid description wasn't to scare you or pour out my feelings rather it's a quick reminder to those feeling like outcasts. We will all be loosers if we can't help each other. The world is a cruel . ( Uhm I mean the people in it)
Sending love,
To the above,
It's a tough curve,
But we must serve,
None is a dove,
For there is always a wave,
But faith we must have.
Nooooootttteeee: I love you all😘❤️
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