Into an Outsider. (1D Fanfiction)

Incredible.

Chapter twelve

The house was so quiet. I laid on my bed starring at the ceiling. Nothing went through my mind. I just laid there waiting. I was in a t-shirt and my comfy shorts. I felt comfortable and relaxed, my dad wouldn't be coming home at all tonight. I pushed away what happend between Harry and I early. Zayn was coming over to tell me something important, but I was just excited to see him. I starred blankly at the ceiling for a few more minutes, then I heard a knock on the door. I rolled out of bed and walked to the front door. 

Zayn stood there with a folder in his hands and a wide grin on his face. I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him tightly. He smelt of cigarettes and cologne. "What's in the folder?" I asked while we both made our way to my bedroom. 

"Well you know how the X-Factor auditions are coming up and we agreed to go through with it if we both auditioned..." I nodded my head. My heart started to speed up when he sat next to me on my bed. "...I got us the forms we need to fill out to make it offical. Are you really willing to do this with me?" I could tell he was excitied about it, but I was really nervous. I don't think I could really do it. 

"I don't know Zayn." I said while twirling my thumbs. He made a pouty face.

"Becs, You gotta!" He put his hands on mine. I'm so undecided because I want to do it, but I don't want to do it. I just don't even want to think about that. I finally got my head cleared up and now it's all cluttered again.  "What's on your mind Becca?" 

"Just a lot. I want to do it, but I-I Ugh I dunno, I'm just not being clear with myself." 

"It's alright, Becs. We can figure it out some other time..." He smiled at me and patted my hands, but I didn't respond. "...Did something happen?" He asked while getting closer to me.

"It's just not my day." I didn't want to bring up the arguement Harry and I had because I knew how much Zayn didn't like him already. I was still being honest. Today hasn't been well. 

"Well then IT'LL BE YOUR NIGHT!" Zayn jumped up and danced his way to my movie shelf. He made me laugh. "Choose one and I will be right back!" He displayed the movies and ran out of my room. It really is going to be a much better night than day. 

I read aloud every title of every movie while I looked across the shelf. I picked out the movie Saw just to see how he would react. I would much prefer a good gory horror film over a boring romance film. The Saw series is one of my favorites, I just thinks it's pure genius. 

I heard a loud bang followed by Zayn's voice. "Becca! Do you have ice cream?" 

I rushed into the kitchen finding Zayn invading the fridge. "More like, Do I have food period?" I laughed.

"Alright c'mon." He grabbed my hand and pulled me all the way to his car. I was forced into the passenger seat. Zayn started the car and drove off.

"And where the hell are we going?" I looked outside the window.

"To get the best ice cream in the world at the best place in the world." 

"Please say Ben and Jerrys!" I got really excited and grabbed his shoulder.

"YUP!" He laughed at me being overly excited.

"Fuck yes! I fucking cherish you right now! You're a goddamn rockstar!" I got way too excited, but Ben and Jerry's does that to me.

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I got cookie dough ice cream and Zayn got mint chocolate chip. He didn't let me even touch the ice cream before we got back to my dad's house. He says It'll taste ten times better while snuggled up and watching a movie. I agreed with him. This whole situation made me remember just how perfect Zayn is. I felt so lucky. Stuff like this just doesn't happen to me in real life. He even played some of my most favorite songs and he knew every word. 

"Hurry before it melts!" I said standing in my doorway, waiting for Zayn to get out of the car. 

We both entered my bedroom and sat on my bed. "What movie did you pick out?" He asked me.

"Saw."I said while I pulled a blanket on top of me. He looked surprised. "Really?" 

"Yeah I love that series. Do you not like them?" 

"No I do, I love horror films! I was just expecting P.S I Love You or The Notebook." He smiled and played the movie.

"Why cause Imma girl." I commented sarcastically. 

"Well Yeah, I just forgot you aren't like most girls. Instead you're some weirdo freak that prefers to watch peoples heads get cut off than people fall in love." He grinned and handed me my ice cream.

"Damn straight." I laughed while he got into the bed and laid down next to me.

The entire time I was unable to focus on the movie. I only focused on Zayn. His body being so warm against mine under the blankets, his hands were cold intangled in mine, his smell consist of cigarettes and mint chocolate. Throughout the movie, we got closer and closer to eachother. I felt the same feelings I did before we kissed last time. The urge to get even closer to him, to feel his lips press hard against mine.

I felt his cold fingertips brush my upper thigh before he laid his hand down flat. His cold hand on my thigh caused goosebumps to run down my leg. I placed my head on his shoulder, fighting the urge to throw myself on top of him. I felt his hand starting to squeeze my upper thigh. I was so turned on. I looked up at his lips. He looked down at mine. Both of our lips finally came together. I could taste the bitter tang of smoke and mint. We both pressed our lips harder and harder together untill it almost hurt. His hand was tightly gripping my upper thigh. Zayn seperated his lips from mine and bit down on his own. He left me wanting more. He tilted my head up and brushed his wet lips over my neck causing chills to run down my spine. His hand moved further up and pressed down harder. Our breathing became heavier. His lips brushed up my neck before reaching my lips. His tongue went straight to the back of my throat filling my mouth entirely. I felt his fingertips reach the inside of my shorts. He bit my bottom lip and pulled away. "Tell me if you want to stop." He mumbled in a low husky voice. I felt his hand slowly moving in. "Don't stop." I clenched my jaw and threw myself on top of him. Zayn was stronger and pushed me under him. He pressed his fingers deep inside me. Zayn bit his lip before coming down on mine. He pushed his fingers deeper and deeper with every curve of my hips and every arch of my back. I wrapped my arms around his torso and pulled him closer to me. His lips were so hard against mine, his body was so strong on top of mine, his fingers were so deep inside me. He bit my jawline so hard I was on the verge of bleeding. He shoved his fngers in as deep as they could go. I reached my point and let out a loud moan. I've never felt so good before in my short life. Zayn kissed me softly on the lips and got up from on top of me.

I still wanted more. but Zayn didn't seem to feel the same way this time. He collasped next to me pushing the blanket off of his heated body. I kissed his shoulder, he responded with a smile. "How was your night?" We both giggled. "Incredible."