Regrets -BMC (Michael x Jeremy) [Semi Completed]

Chapter 8.

(Michael's POV)

I looked at Jeremy in surprise I've only seen him like this once. when his mother left. That still didn't change the fact that I was still mad...just not as much anymore?

"Please! Michael! I'll do anything please I miss you and I can't live without you!" Jeremy Begged.

I can't say how hot my face got and at this point I don't even wanna know. 'Damn it Jeremy!' I thought to myself. you don't know how much I love you!. How much I love your voice, your smile, your lips. I started getting  close to his face. (Well as close as you can get to someone clinging on your hoodie)

I can't!. I know he doesn't mean it like that but my ass can dream.

I just gave up I know it wasn't his fault well that's not all true some of it was but I'm guessing it's like drugs. That Thing..was like drugs.

I dropped to my knees. Jeremy was still clinging to my hoodie and I hugged him tight. Jeremy froze and stoped crying. But only for a second because if I thought he was crying before I was dead wrong.

He hugged me back and cried into my hoodie. he cried and cried and kept whispering sorry. Which I didn't respond to.

After what felt like an hour Jeremy started to slow his cries until he was completely quite. I was about to ask if he was okay till I heard a snore.

"asshole" I picked him up and placed him on my bed which faintly smelled like weed. Shh don't tell my mom's.

I was going to lay on the floor but the bed looked so, Comfy. I know, I know I shouldn't

I know  the only reason it looks comfy is because of Jeremy but he's been my crush since middle school and I know this would probably be my first at last time laying so close to him. So might as well before he wakes up and I get mad again!

I lay on the bed and scooped him up and wrapped my arms around his skinny body. Luckily for me Jeremy isn't a extreme light sleeper and was probably busted from crying so much.

I looked at his face. he looked so peaceful compared to a few minutes prior. After a few minutes of taking in his beautiful face I found myself looking down at his lips. He was so close. I slightly licked my dry lips without stopping my stare.

I got closer and closer till all I could feel was warmth on my lips.