I woke up and got changed into some shorts and also I'm wearing a hoodie as there are scars on my arms which are starting to go away , but they are still noticeable. Mads wasn't in my room , but I got a text from her saying to come help her make breakfast . I walked to the kitchen and I could smell pancakes C- morning mads M- Morning beautiful C- making pancakes huh ? M- yeah , can you cut up some fruit ? C- yeah sure I started to cut up the fruit and put them in a bowl and I made a little portion of a fruit salad for both of us . C- where is everyone ? M- oh emmm I don't know , I haven't seen them today C- oh okay We finally finished making breakfast and we both ate at the table . Then we heard the door open. All the sway boys and Tristan B- ooo i smell pancakes , did you make some for us ? C- no , make them yourself B- wow geez okay ... Me and mads cleaned our plates up and I said goodbye to her as she needs to head back to her apartment and get ready for a meeting she is having today at lunch. I went back to my room and just watched some movies . And I started to get notifications , getting tagged from tik tok room from ig .
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TristenRichards- he my bestie ❤️ CrystalRichards- Happy for them 🤥 Fangurl- did anyone else see Crystals comment ?? qgriggs- we are just friends 🖤 Replied by Tristan - 😏 I couldn't look at my phone , so I just threw my phone towards my vanity and it smashed the mirror but my phone didn't break .Weird ?Anyways finally I won't have to look at myself in the mirror and judge myself . I'm starting to think ..... I have a whole life ahead of me . What if I just move on . Move into my own apartment. I quit modelling so I want to start a new career . I recently started to sing and write songs when I'm upset so maybe I could line someone up . I could start fresh . Of course I didn't want to tell the boys , number 1 / they won't care and number 2/ it's not their business . But I should tell Jaden and Mads ,as they have been their for me . And I can't just ditch them . I texted Jaden saying to come meet me in my room as I need to talk to him . Ja- hey you wanted to talk ?? C- yeah emmm .... I'm thinking about starting my life again. Ja- what do you mean ? C- well staying in my room all day crying isn't going to help . And the boy I love , doesn't love me back . So I'm thinking I should start a new career . Live in my own place and not get in anyone's way Ja- I mean I'm not forcing you to stay . I'm happy for you and I respect your decision, but I need to know where you are and promise me that maybe after a couple months you can come visit C- of course Ja- can mads know about this ? C- yeah , but only you too Ja- okay , need help finding an apartment? C- I got it ... Ja- okay , I'm going to tell mads now Jaden left my room and I began to go online and look for apartments to live in San Diego. To my surprise, I found a house that's on my budget , and it's right next to the beach . (Let's pretend you done the details , paper work blah blah blah ) Jaden came into my room Ja- I told mads about it . C- okay thank you Ja- when are you moving their? C- next week Ja- wow that's fast C- I know , but I get things done fast *laugh* Ja- I'm going to miss hyping u up C- I'm going to miss your compliments. And making me feel like a better person . Skip to moving out I wasn't going to move alone. Mads decided to stay with me in my new home for 1 week until I get settled in . Anyways I packed my finishing stuff and hid all the bags in the bathroom . Know-body came into my room except Jaden and mads when she was here at sway . Anyways , I asked Jaden to ask everyone to go out to the mall , whilst I loaded the van where you put your things in , when you move houses . I said my goodbye to Jaden in my room and he started to cry Ja- I will miss you C- I will miss you more and maybe you and mads can come to san Diego and stay at my place for a bit ?? Ja- I would love that I hugged him goodbye and he left with all the boys . 15 minutes later the van arrived . I loaded the back with all the boxes and I finally finnished . It takes 1 day to get to sand Diego with the car so I should have it their when I get their. Mads arrived at the sway house and she has packed for a week stay. Before I left . I went to my room to see it one last time and I took my promise ring of and placed it on my nightstand with a letter . Dear Q, If you see this , ( which you probably won't ) I just want to say I'm sorry for vanishing. But life goes on and I could see you moved on . So instead of me being locked up in my room and crying all day , watching you guys have fun without me . I realised I need to move on . I love you with all my heart , Goodbye xoxo A tear dripped onto the paper but I couldn't write the letter again . I left the letter and the ring on the nightstand and I left the house . Me and mads arrived at the airport, we checked in and we just waited in Starbucks until Our plane got called . We boarded our plane. And I took one last look at La, before a new fresh start comes ahead of me .... A/n I want to thank you for reading my story Don't worry this isn't the end . This is just the beginning. I'm just too tired to write now . So this is definitely the last one for tonight . What do you think is going to happen in San Diego . When will the boys find out that she moved on ??? STAY TUNED
