WHY DID YOU LIE IN APRIL

Why Am I Feeling Like This

"You think it's gonna rain?" He asked distracting me from my thoughts

"Cloudy up there huh?" I replied

"Hey Tsubaki"

"Yeah?

"I ran into you on purpose"

The caption of my baseball team was confessing the thing I wanted to hear the most
From the person I wanted to hear it the most from
Then why wasn't I swooning

The old captain of our baseball team
Totally hot
And super dependable
The girls couldn't get enough of him
Me as much as anyone
But I never said anything
And then he left
And my secret love melted away with the snow

The moment I thought my heart would burst
Fall straight from my chest
But instead I felt normal?
My heart wasn't pounding
I couldn't understand why
This was my moment
Wasn't it?

I knew the answer but I tried to deny it
Why was I thinking of Kosei?
Stupid stupid girl!

When I got home my thoughts were in a jumble
I couldn't think straight.

Saito the old captain of my baseball team

My love had melted away with the snow for Saito and what of my love for Kosei?
Did I love Kosei?

I never thought I did before.
Was it because I was jealous of Kaori
They spent so much time together making music.
I played baseball
I couldn't play or make music
It became more clear how many worlds apart Kosei and I were apart.

But Kaori liked Watari right?
I even confessed to Kaori that Kosei was like a little kid brother to me
Then why did I feel this way then.
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Someone's probably gonna call me out on Kosei/Kousei's name but truth is idk what's the right spelling
When I watch it online it's Kousei
However when I goggle it's Kosei
So I'm going with goggle