I hope this letter finds you in good health, I am ashamed to be the bearer of bad news,but I can not longer recall your face,further more I can not longer hear your voice, that silence voice that resonates within me and it is lost within the wind of forgotten memmories.
As of lately I found myself in a similar position as you were in our youth, I wonder 'if I had been different would it had made a difference in your predicament?" 'did I made everything worse for you?'
I wonder if you remember me as fondly as I remember you, my dearest do you remember me? my dearest, will you forgive me?
In every passing day that I find myself outside of my home I yearn for you to be in the other side of the corner. In this difficult time I know that is as possible as the pig's flying but as you once said 'hope is the last thing that dies' and I will hope and pray for our reunion and your well being.
Tell me,would you prefer for me to be on my knees begging for forgiveness to you in our first meeting or for me to act as if nothing happend and beg in a later date?
My dearest friend,I find myself staring at the night sky from my little place in the world wondering if you would ever forgive me, I beg of you to forgive me, I beg to be forgiven for my actions.
The impact you had in me has change me to my core,yourself imprintend in unmoving photos, your words tangle in the wind, your hands and smiles linger as phantom touches in my heart, your face forever imprintent in my lips.My dearest is this my punishment for ignoranse?
forever yours truly..
