The GOOD or The BAD?

HIS DARK PAST

Best friend? Hate? Love? WHAT?!

Do I know him personally? But I have never met him before! The first time we met was at the park I swear! Wait, so my boss likes me?! THE DEVIL LIKES ME?!?! WTH?! I mean he is pretty cute, only when he is drunk and asleep, an angel. BUT a true devil when he is conscious. He makes my heart race-do I like him? Ah, what impossible! Aish! I'm going crazy!

My thoughts were crashed when an exhausted Taehyung ran inside the room. Wait, how did he know where the office was? Meh, who cares! What I care about is going home and finding my beloved bed. My brother came up to me and embarrassed me; giving me the biggest hug. 

"wHO aRE yOU tO HuG mY TaE rA?!" Mr Jeon yelled on the top of his lungs. Oh god, save me! "Woah Kookie, hold your horses, when did she become yours?" Tae Oppa asked him with a teasing look.  "SiNCE wE wERe bEsT FrIENDs!" He replied proudly, pulling me into a hug. Oh no my heart is going to explode any second I swear! "Kookie?" I asked Oppa. "Yeah Kookie, I stayed with him the day I came to Seoul, I told you didn't I?" Wait so it was a real person? "Oh yeah you did...how do you know each other anyway?"  "We were best friends since middle school, same with the other 5 boys you know? Namjoon Hyung, Jin Hying, Hoseok Hyung, Yoongi Hyung and of course, my soulmate Jimin!" "So he is the last member of BTS? Ah, now everything makes sense. LOL!" I said finally solving the problem. "Hmm yes, now let's go take him to his house." I nodded and carried the sleeping corpse of Kookie,  I MEAN MR JEON,  to the car. 

Once he was taken to his house, Oppa and I left to ours. It was already 9:15 and I was very tired. Now I'm in the kitchen rummaging through all the possible drawers and shelves where some food could be. Aha, I found it...Ramyeon~

"Cubbie, what are you doing here? It's already late you know!" Te Oppa asked walking in wearing a cute Tata onesie. "I'm hungry, so, I want to make ramyeon~" I whined looking for the pot. "Oh...here, give it to me, I'll cook it for you. Now go take a shower, you stink!" I  said while pinching his nose. I giggle, I can't stay mad at him, he looks way too cute in those clothes. How is he even a 26 year old grown man? "Okay, Thanks Oppa~" I yelled placing a peck on his cheek. He gave me his wide boxy smile before I disappeared up the stairs. "Aish, that silly girl." He shook his head.

~Time Skip~

When I came back down to the kitchen, I see my beloved brother plating my ramyeon...yummy~

"Wah~It looks amazing. Thank you Oppa~" I smiled widely prasing him. "Haha, no problem Cubbie! Now eat okay, I'm going to clean the kitchen" He smiled passing the bowl into my hands. "What about you? Have you ate?" I asked concerned. "I-Um yeah, y-yeah I did" he stuttered with a fake smile. "Okay, come with me" I dragged him to the dinning table with me. "Sit" I instructed. "No Cubb-" I stopped him. "I said SIT!" He shut his mouth and followed my orders. I ran to the kitchen to get another bowl. I poured half of my food into the bowl and set it in front of him. "Now eat" I demanded. "But I already did-" I passed him a glare which instantly stopped him. "I know when you are lying, You think I haven't realized you getting pale? The night you came to the house, you looked so thin. Please Oppa, you have to eat. Don't starve yourself okay, trust me, I don't want you to become sick, just not again. I only have you. When I finally saw you after so many years, I felt so happy, but you looked very weak, yet you kept the beautiful boxy smile plastered on your face every time. Please don't hurt yourself anymore, I love you okay, the way you are, please, eat, for me at least." I finished having tears streaming down my face. I look to see my brother's head hanging low, clearly sobbing. I feel bad. Helpless. 

"D-don't cry O-oppa~ L-let's eat! The f-food's getting cold!" I slightly stuttered followed by a chuckle, slowly wiping his tears. Wiping my own, I sat down and we ate silently. After about 15 minutes, we finished. "Thank you, Cubbie, Thank you!" he said giving me a tight hug. I can feel my shoulder getting wet from his tears.

My brother was bullied back then. He was pretty chubby, but very adorable. Once he got into high school, he would always come pick me up late. Every day, he became paler and paler. I never seen him eat in the morning and since grandma was here, she would force us to eat a lot. But, every morning he would just say that he eats at school. When he comes to collect me from my school, he would be wearing something different from how he leaves the house. He would only wear long sleeves, even on the most hottest days. Once I finally got into high school, the same one as Oppa, every morning, lunch and after school, I would see him getting beaten up. He was the center of bullying. If I tried to help him, I would also be in trouble. I soon realized he doesn't have any friends at school, so I ended up telling grandma. She was mad at first, for not her, but she understood. She changed our school and met BTS, those wonderful 6 boys. That's where Hana and I bacame close friends. We went to the same middle school and now the same high school. My brother would always workout and eat less as he became anxious and insecure. One day, his body gave up, he collapsed. He was diagnosed with Anorexia which he thankfully soon overcame. He finally started eating properly and brought back his old jolly self with the help of BTS, his best friends. Still today, Oppa gets anxious and insecure, even though that was his past, it still haunts him.

"Good night Cubbie~" we separated to our rooms. "Night Oppa~ Sleep tight~" I replied entering my room. I jumped on my bed, getting comfortable. Don't worry Oppa, everything will be fine soon! Slowly, I drifted into dreamland.

~TAEHYUNG POV~

Thank you Cubbie for always being their as support. Without you, I would have given up! I know it was wrong to hurt myself like that. But, you understood and helped me through it. I wish you knew your past as well. I just don't have the courage to tell you. I'm...

sorry...

~END OF TAE POV~