ETERNAL SUNSHINE - Jhope ff

03 - Be my sunshine?

I dropped Jimin oppa to his home and reached my home.. just as I opened the door Hoseok came running to me and hugged me tight, he looked so cute, my baby.. "why are you late? I was worried, You know how dangerous it is outside?" I could feel the fear in his eyes, I kissed his cheeks "I... I saw Jiminie oppa" I said "What about Jieun? Did you see her too?" tears started flowing at the thought of Jieun and how I should've been there for her.."Sohee?!".. "She...she passed away.. a week ago, s-she had cancer" I managed to form the words and started sobbing

Hoseok held me tight "Cry, let it all out.." I cried for what seemed like 4 hours.. I lost almost everyone.. only Hosoek and Jimin oppa were left.. If something happened to them because of me, I wouldn't be able to forgive myself

I woke up in my room, It was dark outside.. I put my hair in a messy bun and walked outside.. Hoseok was dozing off in the couch, In his hand was a peach journal.. I try to pick it up slowly.. but Hoseok jolted awake "Baby? You woke up, I guess I was too tired.. I'll go make dinner" he left gripping the book hard.. I chose not to think much about it and helped him in the kitchen

After dinner I sat by the balcony staring at the sky, Jieun, Jimin oppa, and I used to play with each other in our old house, Jieun was always so cheery and happy.. I wish we could go back to those day so that I could cherish each moment, so that I could help my Jieun, so that I could've been there for Jimin oppa.. You never know the value of someone until they are no more.. so many thoughts were running through my mind..

Suddenly I felt two arms wrapping around me from behind, I hold on to it..  I felt so safe and secure in his arms, If not for him I don't know if I would've had a reason to live.. "Hobi-ah?" I called.. he lowered his head to the crook of my neck and hummed a "Hmm".. "You won't ever leave me right?..." the atmosphere became too quiet, a part of me was scared of the silence.. "Aniyo, I'll be there with you through happiness and sadness" "Promise?" I replied to his confusing statement "Don't think too much.. Just like the sunshine, I'll make sure to light up your world" he places soft kisses on my neck which sends shivers down my body yet it felt so warm and secure.. I at least have him as a reason to live on.. I've found my home in him