MEANINGLESS

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Can I say that Cho Seungyoun's choice of restaurant is bad? Or is he trying to make fun of me?

We're on a restaurant somewhere in Itaewon which barely have customers. I was all excited when we arrived here but my excitement turned into frustration. The dinner date has been occupying my mind for the whole day yet he disappointed me. Seungyoun ordered a steak and wine only for me. Well, it's not the issue. The real issue is when he covered his face with a magazine instead of chatting with me. My irritation increased when the steak is very hard to slice. When I chew it, I wanted to cry because I think it's not cooked yet.

Is this a punishment for dreaming too much to be together with Cho Seungyoun? Instead of being in a state of euphoria, I'm getting depressed!

I dabbed the knife and fork on the plate without any other intentions but luckily Seungyoun put down the magazine on the table and yelled at me with a surprised expression.

"Yah! Where's your table manner?" He eyes me using his foxy eyes, but it doesn't creep me out.

"I left it in my country and forgot to pack it in my stroller. Mianhaeyo~" I stood up and made a bow to Seungyoun who's wearing a cap and a black mask.

I drank the wine and strutted outside the restaurant, making sure the heels of my boots will hit the floor loudly.

Eating an instant noodles will be my dinner again. Ramen.. ramen.. it's good at first but eating it like every night makes me pity myself. I shouldn't have ask him out. I should have just enjoyed myself alone eating samgyupsal!

2020, August 8

10 PM

User ID #0354

Why did you leave without
waiting any notice?

The steak was worst and I'm
ultra mega hungry. I need to
eat a real food

I thought the place was good

One of my fans gave me a
free coupon and I thought tonight was the best night to use it

You should've tasted it yourself

I only got one coupon

Thank you TREATER

lol what's a treater

Search it in google!

You didn't even chase
me you fool!

Are you home?

No

Where are you wondering
right now?

I'm at the hotel and
it's not my home

You should have
known the difference

Sorry BRIGHT

﴾͡๏̯͡๏﴿ O'RLY?

Did you eat?

Thanks for asking, yes

Good to hear

Being alone in a foreign country is just too hard and Seungyoun made it harder. He could've just love me harder instead! I wish I brought my friends here.. I wouldn't be lonely this much.

I threw my phone on the bed and resumed eating my ramen with egg. Atleast I'm not starving right? I just need to look at the bright side and try to alter what happened earlier by imagining that I'm eating the most delicious steak in Seoul but I just can't.

Well atleast, Cho Seungyoun tried to fed me. It wasn't his fault in choosing the restaurant, it was the fan's fault. It wasn't his fault that the steak was not cooked well, it was the chef's fault but I can't eradicate the fact that he treated me using a coupon given a fan.

2020, August 9
8 AM

User ID #0354

좋은 아침

No Korean. English only

한

국어 만

Épouse-moi

Okay let's go with english

I'm busy

Why? Are you on a trip?

I'm taking train

You should've taken an airplane

I could if you've given me lots of ₩

I thought you were just kidding

I'm not

Should I send mg bank acct

I don't have money honestly

Hehehehe

Ew poor seungyoun

Come to mommy

Ew i'm not looking for
a sugar mommy

Then goodbye!