MEANINGLESS

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I ran hastily as I got out of the uber I hailed. Getting out from that bar was a tough decision for me but overwhelming at the same time. Imagine choosing between in an Itaewon bar and Cho Seungyoun? Hell! Both can only be achieved here in South Korea so I should feel the moment.

The legendary Cho Seungyoun was occupying the whole sofa in the lobby, lying and sleeping peacefully. Even if he's asleep, his legs were crossed, both hands resting on his stomach and he had a sunglasses.

Giggling at the extraordinary view, I fished out my phone from my bag and took a lot of picture. I'm sure everyone will get envy if they'll see these pictures!

I poked his fluffy and pimple free cheek to wake him up. "Yeobo~ ireona~" I pressed my lips, suppressing a giggle to escape.

***

"I don't feel like drinking, I'm sorry!" I threw my boots randomly and accidentally, it hit his forehead. Dang, three points!

"Why would you throw your boots like that?!" He asked in irritation, gently stroking the slight bump on his forehead.

I saw him striding to the tiny kitchen in my room and opened the fridge. "Do you have an ice pack here?" He asked while pulling out a tray of uce cubes.

"No idea.." I answered, leaving him in the room to go to the bathroom.

Dancing in that nightclub was such a waste! I made sure to put my make up on and tried to be seductive but no one attempted to even ask me for a dance or a drink. I let the water fell on my face, wanting to erase the disappointment from earlier.

After taking a shower and drying myself inside the bathroom, because it will be awkward to flaunt myself outside, I stared at the mirror for five minutes. "No one likes you in the club.. don't expect Cho Seungyoun will like you!" I pointed myself on the mirror, giving myself a self-realization.

The smug on my face wasn't detached when I went out from the bathroom. Seungyoun, on the other hand, was frowning while applying the ice pack on his forehead. His eyes were on me when he sensed my presence and I felt kinda uncomfortable because his eyes were full of distaste.

"Aren't you going home?" Instead of asking him if he's okay, I did not.

His lips twitched at my unpleasant question. For the past few days staying here in Korea, I wanted to know what lies beneath my feelings for him. If it's only a love as a fan or something more romantic. He's my fave and being up close with him feels like a dream.

"The audacity to shoo me away!" He glared at me. "Let me stay here for tonight. I don't have the energy to go home." He barked and threw hisself to the bed. Bed stealer argh!

"Such a burglar!" I bickered. He let out an annoying chuckle making me to be more annoyed.

It's 1 am and Seungyoun's snore coincides with the drama I'm watching on Viki. My attention was stolen from the television when I heard a phone beeped which was his phone. Out of curiousity, I looked for the phone and found it in the dining table together with his bag.

There were tons of messages coming from his manager, asking his whereabouts. My face blushed after thinking that he chose to stay with me  instead of going home. But why would he do it to a stranger? I know my limitations as a fan but if he'll continue to be like this, I don't know what to do. He should atleast let me feel the boundaries so I could not cross the line.

I slapped my face for overthinking. He's doing the fanservice for me because he gave me an exclusive perk that no one has been offered, nothing more.