➪𝘾𝘼𝙉'𝙏 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙆 𝙎𝙏𝙍𝘼𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏

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Sorry if this chapter seems a bit all over the place! I'm having a lil bit of a rough time with concentrating my bad :-(
But!!! Soft Toko moment!!!!
Enjoy reading! I love you!

Also I should probably tell y'all the names of the songs huh?
The song on the next slide is
Beautiful Brain
:-)
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Friday (cont)

We both sat on my bed across from each other, a bowl of half eaten chips between us. We changed into pajamas when we came upstairs.
Both of us have just been sitting here and talking- I found out some pretty cool stuff about Toko.
Like, apparently she has a pet stink bug named Kameko- and how she's kinda scared to get close to most boys for some reason.

"Uhm..."

I could see a blush creep up on Toko's face,
"I... uh- Thank y-you for inviting me over...I've n-never been t-to a s-sleep over before.."
What? I know total losers that've been to at least one sleep over.
"You're joking right?"
She shook her head, her eyes falling to her lap,
"N-No! I-It's like you're r-rubbing it in wh-when you ask that... I m-mean what I say..."
I feel like I shouldn't be super surprised, it seems like she always feels that people have some ulterior motive when they talk to her.
I should be more surprised by the fact that she even came over tonight at all.
"No way-"
"Q-Quit with that! I w-was invited to o-one in m-middle school but m-my moms would l-let me..."
Moms?
Oh!
Gay!
"You have two gay moms? Jeez, I'm only allowed to have one and she's not even gay."
Toko shook her head, her hands tugging at her left braid, a sad look drifted onto her features- then shortly shifted to an angry one.
"I-It's not like that... it's m-much more c-complicated... and I d-don't want to t-talk about it s-so don't a-ask me!"
I frowned, gently shaking my head,
"Sorry, I won't bring it up."
Toko's face softened,
"G-Good... thanks."
I really didn't mean to strike a nerve there, I hope this doesn't totally ruin her night. I should probably change the subject- and fast.
"Uh, what'dya say we watch a movie?"
Toko nodded, her eyes getting a bit brighter.
"Wh-What one d-do you have in m-mind?"

I was pretty surprised when Toko told me she never watched Princess Bride- it was only like every girl's favorite movie ever. So of course I pop that sucker in the DVD player and we both sit back on my bed. Bowie came up the stairs and leaped up onto the bed, curling up in a ball at our feet.
I was real excited to show this movie to Toko- it was just the right amount of cheesy and the right amount of nostalgia- well at least for me, though I hope Toko gets the same type of sense from it.

I dunno how long it was exactly but I'm pretty sure it was near the end of the movie when I felt a weight on my shoulder- it sure as hell scared me at first, I looked down at my right and Toko was fast asleep.
And leaning on my shoulder.
I could feel my heart beat so fast and climb so high, I thought it was gonna come right out my throat.
I didn't know what to do.
So I just sat there, looking down at her.
I feel like that one rule that applies when a cat is asleep in your lap- you cannot move.
She looked real cute like this- her face was so relaxed and her mouth kinda hung open a little bit.
I didn't know she could be this cute, really.
I can feel my face burning up, and my stomach feels all fluttery and light- like that feeling when you're going down a slope on a roller coaster.
God, what's going on with me?