Red Notebook || The Boyz Kevin

Chapter 3

Choose One

Your POV

"Y/n-ah"

I opened my eyes to see a field full of colorful flowers. Turning around, I spotted a cherry blossom near a crystal clear river.

Feeling the fresh wind hit myself. Flowers swaying and touching my hands as I walk towards the tree.

I look at my reflection on the water and smiled as the leafs from the tree is falling like a rain on my head.

"Y/n-ah" I look at my right to see someone sitting on the shade given by the tree. I slowly approach it and cupped my mouth with my own two hands as my tears continued to fall like a water fall.

"Grandma" She stood up and smiled. That smile that I always want to see when I was young.

"Look at you now, beautiful young lady" I ran to her when she opened her arms wide.

"Mama" I cried on her shoulders as I hugged her tightly.

It's real.

"Can I join?" I look up and cried even harder when I saw my grandpa in front of me standing and smiling.

"Papa!" I hugged both of them as they let me sit on the shade.

"Where are we?" I ask them as we already formed a small circle under the tree.

"Sweetie, how are you?" My papa ask while holding her hands.

"Life is not the same when you left. But I manage to survive! And I have over one million subscribers on my channel already!" I excitedly said while playing with the cherry blossom flowers. They both gave me a warm smile

"And two companies want me to join them. I can't choose and I don't want to be an artist anymore" I pouted.

"But your dream since you started watching kpop is to be one of them, right? What happened?" My granda asked.

"It just...fades away. I don't really have a dream or a goal now that I don't have anyone by my side." Tears threat​en​ing to fall.

"But what about Daeun? She's like a older sister to you." My grandfather said.

"And no, sweetie. Dreams don't just fade away. Maybe you really wanted it but decided to forget about it because you had other things to think of. It stays in your heart and soul. Yes maybe it does fades away, but it will always have its own way to go back to you." I stayed silent.

"What makes you happy?" Now its my grandmothers turn to talk.

"Making people smile and laugh. Making them feel safe and loved. I want to be someone who they can lean on when things isn't going good. I want them to heal using my songs and music"

"I know it may sounds cringey but follow what your heart says. It works all the time" I hugged both of them mumbling soft thank you's and I love you's before I felt myself being pulled back before all I can see is black.

"Papa?! Mama?!" I shot up from my bed before looking around my room. Smiling to myself, I started to stretch before walking to the bathroom to freshen up.

I was staring at my phone thinking if I should try auditioning or not. Snapping out of it when it started to ring.

"Hello?" I let myself fall at my bed before rolling on my right.

"Soooo jyp or cre.ker?"

"I'm not even sure if I want to be an idol!" I whined and buried my face on my pillow.

"Are you sureeee?"

"No"

"Uh huh"

"Okay maybe maybe I want to be an idol"

"Really?! What makes you change your mind?"

I smiled remembering my dream last night.

"Nothing. I realized that it didn't fade away"

"What didn't fades away? Anyways! Jyp or cre.ker?"

"I don't know"

"I thought you wanted to join jyp?" I run my hands down my face before answering.

"But they recently debuted a new group and I don't think they're planning on debuting a new one for the next two years"

"Just choose one. And you're right, they recently debuted a girl group and I honestly want to see you as an artist from cre.ker if you ask me" I smiled before thanking him and ending the call. I opened my twitter and look at those two specific messages.

"Just choose one"