CountryHumans Oneshots {Closed - forever}

◇Australia◇

HAHA, GUESS WHAT. NO SEX BUT GOOD 'OL SADNESS.

Welcome one. Welcome all.

To the depresso. 

So to sum this all up so no one is confused-
New Zealand has died (I'mma cancer because that's our number 1 health risk.) Before he could meet his nephew, whom he named 'Aotearoa' in memory of Zea. And Australia goes kinda HHH  and is trying not to cry because he is so much like his younger brother when he's having fun.

Au idea from a friend on discord. If your seeing this Raven, this one for you 😎

WARNINGS:

- Mentions of death,

- Specifically cancer,

- Mentions of harmful thoughts (not taken out. I don't encourage it in any way. Please seek medical or emotional help or call a hotline if you are having thoughts on suicide, or self-harm),

 - Sad shit man. (Like jfc I cried while writings this. But that's prolly cause I'm a pussy, and everyone else I shared this too (also my second time writing angst s o.))

- Parent yelling at child

- mom going to get the milk

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Here we go as they say.

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It's been 12 years since his brother's death. 12 years of him getting over his brothers death. (Which he hasn't.) 2 years of him watching him fight and lose to cancer. He watched him fight his hardest. He was an amazing brother, kind, gentle, nice and always saw the good in most people.  And yet, he saw him go through thousands of surgeries. And he was by his side for every single one.  wither it was radiation to chemotherapy, immunotherapy to hormone therapy. And he could only watch as his younger brother, deteriorated in health both physically and mentally to where he couldn't move. Couldn't talk. Only respond, he could barely eat after 9 months. 

There was a point in new Zealand's stage or cancer where he just said. "Pull the plug. Please, I don't want to live." And Australia cried at that memory he'd never seen his brother so helpless and willing to just give up. The New Zealand. Aotearoa. Land of the long white cloud. Australia's brother. Wanting to give up and die. He was always so optimistic during war. Even if he accidentally permanently scared his eye that had to be replaced. He forgave him in a fucking heartbeat. 

And yet a good thing came to an end. But why end such a content and happy person's life? Why? And the man couldn't even get to look at his own nephew. Australia had always imagined what it would be like if his younger brother had recovered and saw his ball of energy that reminded him so much of his brother. They would've been stuck at the hip. Just like they had been as you kids. Always telling him bed time stories when Australia was too tired to. Playing with him making sure to never let him feel left out. Making sure he was in touch with his own culture and never forgot it.

Hell, Australia got more into his own culture since Zea had always wanted him to. It would've been his dying wish if he hadn't had a tube down his throat. Unable to hear his last words only the long ringing sensation in his ears that was caused by both the anxiety and the monitors going berserk. He couldn't even hear his own father rush out to get a nurse before doctors all came in. And within half an hour they were told he had passed away. Australia's life crumbled before hearing such harrowing news.

He wished he could've had his kid sooner. But then again he didn't want his kid to see his uncle strapped to a hospital bed barely responsive.
"Daddy? Are you okay?" The small boy, who had faded in light navy blue and black colors on his face. He had grown up so quickly, he's already getting his colors. Australia smiled sadly, he had always gotten emotional on the anniversary of Zealand's death.