Death Did Us Part (Ben HargreevesXReader)

Chapter 9

I never realized how awkward it is after you do that. We just laid there, naked and not speaking. I laid on his chest. Our breathing synchronized. I finally sat up to get a drink. "Do you really need to?" I turned around, "Ben, I don't wanna argue. Just let me get a drink and I'll be back."

He muttered complaints to himself. "See," I said as I walked in, "I told you I'd be back." I laid back down with him. He kissed my forehead. "You're the biggest fucking simp, Ben Hargreeves." "Only for you." I went to take a drink but it spilled everywhere.

"You really couldn't put it away for five minutes while we were together? Are you kidding me?" I sat up and started cleaning. "Shut the fuck up, Ben. It was a one time spill!" "So? You drink every second you can! We were actually happy with each other for once!" "I'm not sure if you could call what I felt happy. You didn't do what I asked. It wasn't all that great."

He looked offended. "You seemed to enjoy it when it was happening," he argued. "Well, maybe I was faking it." He rolled his eyes at me and tried to kiss me. I shoved him away. "Don't try to act all sweet! You yelled at me for nothing!" "I yelled at you because you spilled the alcohol everywhere cause you can't go with it for more than 4 seconds!"

"You know what Ben, fuck you! No one loves you!" "Funny. Weren't you the one who just slept with me?" "So what? Doesn't mean I love you." "Really? I'm pretty sure someone paid money for me. Unlike you."

That hurt. It's always been a sensitive topic for me. The whole adoption thing. And he just brought it up. "You're kidding me." My tears started flowing. "Oh. Wait, (Y/N). I'm sorry." He put his arms around me. "I really didn't mean to make you cry." I cried as he held me close. He kissed the top of my head.

"I really am sorry. I love you." "Yeah. I know." I just stood there, in his arms.