Noona Chronicles - The Beginning

Her - Chapter 8

I couldn't stop the tears from running down my eyes.  Why would they treat me like this?  I ran out of the dinning room to the elevator.  I just needed to get out of there.  My chest felt heavy.  I just needed some fair.  

I rode the elevator down.  Replaying that embarrassing moment at the dinner table. Why would Yoongi so rude to me?  I am experienced girl, I know how to pleasure a man.  The Maknae line has never complained.  

I just loved all 7 of the boys.  I would do anything for them without question.  This episode at the dinner table left me dumbfounded.

Stepping out the elevator I hastily ran to the front door.  I didn't want security or anyone else seeing me like this.  Maybe a walk would clear my mind and help me calm down.  That's when I heard someone call my name.  I begin to run, I didn't want to face anyone, I knew who it was calling me but not one of the boys I wanted to be comforted by at the moment.  

Even though I knew the Maknae would never disrespect their Hyungs it hurt me that no one stood up for me.  Was there some truth to what Yoongi said?

"Jang-Mi, hold up," Jungkook had caught up to me an easy task for a sportsman like him.  "Baby girl stop running."

The tears started flowing even faster.  The closer I heard him get to me the more I cried.  I didn't want him to see me like this.  Hurt, ashamed,  and emotionally shatter.  I just couldn't face any of them.

I felt his hand grab my waist.  I turned around, wrapped my arms around his waist and cried in his chest.  I felt defeated.  The past 2 months have been wonderful.  I just wanted to share it with all 7 of them.  At first I thought the Hyungs were respecting the Maknae line by not touching me because I was theirs but at dinner the real reason came out and the way it was addressed surprised me. 

"I'm sorry baby girl for how my Hyungs acted tonight."  he said.  He kissed my forehead.

"Why am I not good enough?" 

JK placed his hands on my face, wiping my tears under my eyes, "You don't have to worry about them.  They are a different breed then us. They have decided on their one, we understand how bad you wanted to be with all of us."  Jungkook words were sincere. " You are more then enough for us.  The questioned is ae we enough for you?"

I never thought how my reaction could hurt my Maknae line.  "Of  course y'all are enough."  Damn I was being selfish.

"Well if we are enough don't let their actions or words bother you.  They each have very strong personalities and are unfiltered.  Count yourself lucky. "  He kissed me with a smile.  

His smile is so infectious.  I smiled back at him.  JK was right, they give me everything and anything that I need without me asking.  I had my own black card, a chauffeur,  I lived with them, and they even helped  out with my parents bills.  I'm lucky to be with them and I should act like it.  I just didn't know how to let the other 4 guys go.  I had become attached to them, I lived with them as well.  Beside not being intimate or affectionate, I did everything for them like my I did for my 3 boyfriends.  It wasn't easy to see them with someone else.

"There's that beautiful smile baby girl.  Now let me call the guys.  They are in the apartment looking for you."

"Thats fine, I don't want them worried about me.  Can we walk around before going back upstairs?  I just need some time and space."

"Of course, do you mind if I walk with you?"

I smiled and gently grabbed his hand to start walking.