l*ve // poetry

i didnt consider this

i didnt consider this

how could i never
have even
considered this

i shared it with them
i let them see
why why why

why did i ever?

because
i thought
it was forver

but it wasnt

here i am

it wasnt
and here i am
and i cant do it

i push it away

i shared it with them
he tried his best
and nothing will compare

nothing on my own

i shouldve never told them

why the fuck
why
the
fuck
did i tell them

now what

they were so good
and so sweet
and reacted perfectly

so now what

it reminds of them

its mine
and it reminds me of them

it was mine
now its theirs

something they took
they tainted

it hurts

they tainted it
they tainted me

by loving me too much

by being too sweet

how do i be mad

they did what i wanted
i loved them for it

but now its not mine
its theres