Am I in love with 1 or 2

Chapter 15

"We got the Pizza!" Yelled Jake. "Aye!!" I laughed. "Bro throw me a slice!" Yelled Ethan. I stood up and walked over to jake an Grayson. "Where's the movies?" I asked crossing my arms across my chest. "I don't- ugh- Really know...seriously. Dude no seriously I think we left them at the pizza place." Jake said. I looked over at Grayson, he raised an eye brow and held movies out from behind his back. "You mean...these?" He said in a James bond voice. "Shut up." I giggled flipping my hair at him.
"Aye since Christmas is in a couple days guys we should all spend Christmas night here together. And buy each other gifts." Jake said excitedly "ya sounds cool!" I said excitedly. "Guys let's watch insidious!" I said clapping. I put in the movie, and I heard the boys whispering. "Watcha talkin bout?" I asked chewing on my lip. "Oh. Nothing." Jake said. "We'll ok..." I said and sat on the floor while the boys sat on the couch.

There was a scary part going to happen so I turned around to look away. I didn't see the boys, it was like they weren't even there. "Gray-?" I asked looking back. "Ethan? Jake? Grayson?" I asked, The lights flickered out. I grabbed my phone turned the flashlight on and jumped to my feet. "Guys this isn't funny." I said with my heart running a mile. My phone was snatched out of my hand and disappeared into the dark.
Someone grabbed me by my waist, and I turned around and tackled them on to the couch. The lights flickered on, and I was on top of Grayson. I sighed in relief an rested my head on his chest, as I sat on his torso. I saw a flash go off in the corner of my eye. "That's a keeper." Said Jake scrolling threw the picture on his phone. I looked down at Grayson and we laughed. "Gosh, I love you guys." I laughed. "I know right, I'm just flawless." Jake said acting like a girl.
I started to feel weird, like I needed to breath or take a walk. "Hey, I need some air. Can I um...take a quick walk?" I asked feeling my forehead. "Ya sure, grab my sweatshirt. I don't want you to get a cold." Jake said. "Ok, thnx Jake." I said. It wasn't snowing out tonight, it was just cold. I saw my breath as I breathed out, but I kept walking down the street. My phone still works even though the screen is shattered from the whole Tyler thing..but...oh we'll. i got a text from random person. "I will kill everyone you love...even the boy, and everyone who gets in my way. And if I can get you, I'll kill you." My heart was beating fast, and I felt like I ran a mile. It felt like my breath was being pulled out of me. I couldn't breathe...I was having a panic attack. "Gra-yso-n!" I called out holding onto my chest, gasping for air. I collapsed to the ground and sat on the cold pavement. Then I saw a figure in the distance. "Help. Gra-y-son?" I gasped loudly. "Mackenzie!" Shouted Grayson. He rushed to my side and sat in front of me. "What's a matter?!" He asked. "Can't- b-re-ath! Pani-c at-tack." I gasped grabbing my chest. "Ok um...try to slow your breathing." He said. "I- i-can't! I ca-nt." I said starting to tear up. "Ok, think of good things." He said. "Like, wha-t?" I gasped. "Ugh, family-wait no not family, friends? Um..your loved ones?" He said wondering if he was helping. "It's no-to hel-ping! I-can't breath-!" I said. "It hurts! Make-it stop! I-can't Breath-" I said but was cut off by Grayson's lips landing on mine. His lips were warm, and smooth. After about 5 seconds we pulled away. "How'd you do that? What did you do?" I asked concerned and confused. "When I kissed you, you held your breath." He said. "Um..thanks. Your smart." I said awkwardly. "Thanks, What caused you to have this panic attack anyways?" Asked Grayson
So I showed him the txt. "It's ok Mackenzie, your safe with us. No one wi hurt you-" he said. "Grayson! I don't care what happens to me, I care what happens to you. To Ethan. To jake. To my loved ones. Those are the rings I care about." I said. "And the worst thing is..I don't know. I just don't know how to save you. I don't know." I said. "Come on, let's go home and sleep. You need rest. And lets keep what happened on the down low?" He asked. "Ya." I said. "Hey um, thanks again..." I sighed. "Ya, your welcome." He smiled.