Am I in love with 1 or 2

Chapter 17

I sat on the couch, and was watching Teen Wolf. "Aye...so what you doing tomorrow?" Asked Ethan. "What do you two have in mind?" I asked sitting up and looking at Ethan and Grayson. "We have a football game. And we wanted to know if you'd like to watch?" Asked "hell ya!" I said jumping up. "Yay!" Grayson cheered holding his hands above his head. I grabbed Ethan hands and started to dance with him. "So you guys gonna win?" I asked excitedly. "Ya!" Grayson said. I then grabbed Grayson's hands and dance along with him.

My phone rang and I looked at the screen.
M-"yellow?" I said.
<A=anonymous>
A-"you didn't get rid of me."
M-"who is this?" I asked panicking.
A-"i met what I said."
M-"what did you say?! Listen Jake if this is you! I'm gonna-" I Said
A-"it's not Jake. But I will kill them. All of them. And especially Grayson, and Ethan."
M-"leave them the fuck alone." I said while walking out side the boys back door and into the yard, which was pitch black since it's night time.
A-"when will you leave me alone!" I said. "I'll never leave you alone. You will be mine."
M-"listen, can you just tell me who this is so we can just talk?" I asked frustratedly by trying to keep my cool.
A-"it's Tyler." He said.
M-"what would it take for you to leave my friends out of this?" I asked.
A-"you'll have to come back to the Pa. And then we can meet up, and you'll be my girlfriend. Forever." He said.
I sighed loudly. M-"Ok. Fine. Just promise you won't hurt my friends or Grayson, Ethan, and Jake. They all mean everything to me." I said. "Deal. Be back home at January 1st. ASAP." He said. "Ok. Deal." I said then I hung up. I turned around to go back in the house, till I saw Grayson an Ethan standing there. They seemed hurt, shocked, and sympathetic. "Mack-" Ethan said, but I couldn't hold the tears back. I started bawling. Ethan opened his arms and I ran into them. He embraced me. "I-don't wa-ant you guys to ge-t hur-t." I said in between sobs.
"He won't hurt us." Grayson said. "You don't know what he's capable of." I said trying to he back the tears. "You can't just leave us! I'm not letting you leave us!" Grayson shouted. "Grayson I have to-" I said but he yelled in my face. "Oh my fucking GOD! No you don't!!" He screamed at me. I looked in his eyes, and It killed me to hear him yell at me. "Grayson I-" I said. "Ya SHUT UP! Whatever!" I yelled leaving me and Ethan in the basement. I turned. an sobbed back into Ethan's arms again.

It was 10:10 a night, and Ethan was lying down looking at the ceiling. Then I was wrapped around his waist with my face on his ribs, he gently twirled my hair in between his fingers.
"You know he didn't mean it." Ethan said. "It still hurt me. Really bad. I've never seen him so mad, and he's never yelled at me before." I said laying on my side and so did Ethan so we faced each other. "He cares a lot about you. As so do I." Ethan said. "I know...it's just that. No never mind-" I said sittin up. "No tell me." Ethan said sitting up beside me. "It's just that you guys mean so much to me. Your the reason why I'm here in New Jersey. And I wake up everyday hoping to meet you guys. And once I met you guys I woke up every morning praying to god that you guys wouldn't walk out on me." I said. "I know Grayson would never walk out on you." Ethan said. "And I hope you know you mean a lot to me too." Ethan said to me. I turned to face him. "Thanks Ethan." I said smiling. "I don't know what to do though." I sighed. I looked at him and I saw that he was starting at my lips. "Ethan?" "Ya?" He asked. I went to say something but I felt his lips smash on mine. I was shocked, but didn't pull back. But then I did. "Wait. This isn't the moment for that. I think I should go fix things between Grayson and I." I said. "Ya." Ethan said. I then got up and ethan turned the channel on his tv, while I left. I knocked on the door to Grayson's room, but there was no response. So I walked in slowly, and saw him laying on his bed facing the wall with the cover pulled up to his shoulders. I went and sat on the bed. "Your mad at me." I said. "An I get that." I said. He just sat Gavin the wall. "Stop ignoring me." I said. He rolled over and you could tell he was crying. "I'm sorry." I said. "When are you leaving." He said sitting up. "January 1st." I said. "Am I ever gonna see you again?" Grayson asked. "I don't know. But I'll try." I said. "I don-t wan-t you to le-ave me!"he said bawling. "I'm not leaving you, I'll always be here for you guys." I said. "You don't get it." He said. I scooted closer to him and looked him straight into the eyes. "I have feelings for you. I really like you Mackenzie." He said. I sat there shocked. "Shit. I shouldn't of said that. I just need to die in a hole." He said laying over and turning to face the wall. I grabbed his shoulder and pulled him to look at me. "Grayson Dolan. I Mackenzie promise to never forget about you."I said taking his hand. "Promise me forever." He said holding tears back. "I promise." I said. He sat up and looked me dead in the eyes. "I don't believe you." He said. "Will this help?" I asked. Then I kissed him. He sat there kissing for a while. What the hell and I doing! I just kissed Ethan and now I'm kissing Grayson!WHAT! Your so stupid Mackenzie. By kissing Grayson felt SSSOOOO right! "Would you be my girlfriend Mackenzie?" Grayson asked. "Yes, I would Grayson." I said. Then we kissed again. Shoot. I Better tell ethan. Nah, Grayson will tell him.

•Question #1😜•
-what would you do if you kissed both twins? Which one would you choose?
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📷authors note📷
Hope you guys like the book, please comment if you do! And I think I'm going to start this thing were after every chapter there's gonna be a question at the bottom of the page that you have to leave a comment on of you opinion. So ya, hope you like!😘 stay awesome! ~Mackenzie