Days have passed,Yeorim was either sulking or working
She felt like crying all the time,there wasn't an exact definition to what she was feeling
She felt hurt,pained,angry,annoyed,heart broken and many more
She refused to cry,she didn't want to cry,she told herself to be strong countless times,over and over again
But of course Yeorim being Yeorim,she cried,late at night and until 4 in the morning
The pain in her heart was so intense,more intense than the last breakup she had years ago
This was different,she knew it
She hated the feelings she had,she hated having gone through this because it was the reason she avoided ever being in a relationship again
Most of all,deep down,she knew she had a fault,partially 2 1/2 of 4 was her fault and she hated herself more for that
Of course Seungcheol was new to the whole relationship thing considering he never had a girlfriend before
She understands,time and time again
But the last incident was beyond something anyone would've tolerate
He was accusing her of cheating on him,he was pointing fingers at her
That had hurt,she had been nothing but loyal and she always wished that he would learn to understand and comeby
But that was far from happening,she was distancing herself from relationships because she was afraid to be hurt again
She didn't want this but now it's happening
She didn't want to cry,she was normal during day time but the moment the sun sinks into the sky,she felt absolutely horrible
It seems like even such a little disaster was good enough to trigger her tears to stream down
She couldn't help it and she hated that
It had hurt that he never once called her after that night
It hurts that he didn't text,at least a short 'Hey'
It hurts that he just walked away like that
Did he not care for her as much as she thought?did he not...love her?
She preferred his annoying spams of calls and messages 'where are you?whate are you doing?who are you with?'
She wanted to be by his side again,to hear his laughs,his cringey flirting,his silly jokes,his charming smile
She missed him and how it felt to be with him
And thus,she cried her heart out once more
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FanfictionYeorim was heart broken since her boyfriend had just broken up with her.Though it was not either of their fault,they had to end their relationship due to work problems.Seungchol saw Yeorim at his friend's engagement party and had developed a certain...
