I open my eyes to see a I'm sinking in a deep blue sea. But it didn't feel like water it was thick like a sick syrup. Something starts tugging at my leg, I look down and see a black figure, pulling me down, deeper, and deeper. I try to scream but no one can here me, I try swimming towards the surface, but the water was to heavy, my head was pounding do to the lack of air, and I was getting pulled deeper by the black being below me. I felt ready to just give up, I felt like I was about to die.
I woke in a cold sweat, another fucking nightmare. It's 5:00 AM and I'm up before my alarm again, why do I even have at this point? Whatever. I was to the bathroom and rinse off in cold water. My father says I always take the warm water so I just take cold showers. I get out, get dressed, my head feels like shit. Thats my reminder to take my pills. They're for my migraines. I got them from recovery girl, but she doesn't know the real reason why I have headaches. I quietly walk downstairs, careful not to wake father, who's passed out on the couch. I through away the empty beer bottles and microwave meals around him. It's to early for breakfast so I just head out and walk to the park to listen to music until its time for school.
I head to school and arrive with 30 minutes to spare. Why am I always super early or late? No one else is here yet but I think Iida will be here any minute now. So I take a deep breath and prepare, I put on a smile just as the human embodiment of Sonic walks through the door.
"GOOOOOOD Morning class rep!" I say brightly to Iida, my voice sounding so happy, I don't even think it's me anymore.
"Good Morning Kaminari, I'm glad to see that you're early again. Ηow was your weekend?" He replies in his regular stern manner.
Horrible. Terrible. Painful. "Fine", Is all I say ignoring the urge to tell him about how bad it really was.
He sits at his desk and eventually I go talk with the squad. Mina asks about the small bruise on my cheek that I got from my father. I tell her I just tripped, we all laugh at my "clumsiness" I don't dare tell them how bad it makes me feel when the do so. If laughing at me makes then happy then so be it, they deserve happiness more than me anyways. When homeroom starts Mr. Aizawa says that well be trying to break the limits of our quirk today, and to be prepared. Great. We already have two tests today, frying my brain a bunch is seriously not good.
Well if you weren't such a dumbass then you would've told Sensei and you wouldn't fail all your classes. You are worthless. Truly.
I push back the negatives thoughts and get ready for the long day ahead of me.
(A/N)
Sooooooo, I'm actually writing a fanfic. If there are any errors in the story I'm sorry. The next chapters should be longer, I just needed to get the story going. I hope it isn't to shitty. :D. Bye bye.
~ CJ
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Save Me From Myself(Denki Kaminari)
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