When I got home my stomach felt sick. Almost as if something was wrong but I don't know why
The next day I head to school and I see him. He walks up to me like nothing happened. We are the same. It's almost like I was dreaming the whole event.
We sat for lunch in a new place today. Normally we go somewhere alone today it was in the hall.
I asked him why he just shrugged. I left it as that since the thoughts of yesterday still lingered my mind.
I studied him closely his eyes wondered around the room curiously then all the sudden they stopped. Like a fox finally finding a prey.
I turned to look and there was a girl I've never seen before. I keep looking at her.
As she walks past us to leave the room I studied her face she was beautiful. But I wasn't the only one studying her face.
He was too...
That night when I got home I saw a post on Instagram. A picture of them together she was tagged.... Heather
How did he meet her that fast. It just felt like I got punched in the face.
As I thought the next day wasn't the same. We sat in our usual spot but this time not alone. She was there
She was holding his hand while he hugged her.
I felt sick.
I noticed she was wearing the jumper he gave me to wear and I realised on this day it's just polyester. Why did I let it mean something to me.
Watching them almost made me feel colder.
But what did I expect. She is pretty an angel!! Perfect. A .... girl.
But then again this whole time I wish she were dead. Maybe I'd have a chance. Maybe that kiss would've meant something.
I just wish I were heather...
