/// Hiya , please listen to the song Monsters by Timeflies while reading this. thanku lovely's \\\ 👄
Yasmine's POV :
It's been really hard to stay strong for Jai. I've been crying almost every night , i'm breaking down.
Jai has been super supportive like always. He hasn't really been noticing my presence. I told him i was fine & he should have more fun. After a while he believed me & went out more.
Jai was clubbing with the boys and some different friends. I was at home alone. Gina went to a friends house. I was laying in bed but i soon realized I couldn't fall asleep. I threw on one of Jai's Dirty Pig sweathers. The light pink one. With that just some black leggings and my black uggs. My hair looked okay so i just left it. I walked out of the door and was greeted by the cold Melbourne air. I walked towards the beach and just sat on the sand. Tears were slipping down my cheek , i used to be the happiest person.
Depression ruined me , one moment you're happy & the other sad & empty. It's not gonna beat me again , those voices won't win again.
I heard camera's and i saw flashes. the paparazzi were shooting pictures of me crying. Amazing. I stood up and walked away , they left me alone after a while. i came across a really sweet fan who saw that i was upset. she came over to me and gave me an adorable smile. I smiled back and took a photo with her , she gave me a really big and tight hug.
" please eat and be happy yas?" she whispered sweetly at me.
" i try , i really do. it's so hard" I wasn't gonna hold in my feelings anymore.
she nodded and hugged me again , i bursted out crying. this girl was so sweet. she started crying too.
" i know how it feels , it hurst and breaks you. i had it too. i know u can fight it , u are not alone. "
" thank you so much " i answered while giving her one last hug. she gave me her twitter and i followed her.
i walked back home and took a shower , it was around 2 am and i was a little tired. i put on my pj's and layed back in bed again , my eyes closing as soon as my head hit the pillow.
Jai's POV :
i was in the club having fun with the guys until i saw the news on the tv when we were eating at some place. it was yasmine crying and some dick making up rumours. i nudged beau to look at the tv. he saw it and looked confused. it also showed Yasmine crying her eyes out with a girl. i wanted to go home now to see if she's save. beau pulled me at the side so the other boys didn't hear. by now they all saw the news.
" she isn't okay , is she?" beau asked
" i don't think so , she's been depressed. " i said sad.
beau nodded and walked out with us all following. we payed and walked over to the car .
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I opened the front door carefully and walked straight to mine & yasmine's room. i let out a sigh of relief when i saw her sleeping in bed.
i told the boys and went to bed too.
this just showed that she wasn't okay.
i was gonna make her happy again.
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holla , omg guys i met the boys for the third time.
but um sorry for this chapter , its more of a filler. \\ 🌱🐢🌱
