A Scandalous Affair |COMPLETE| AnuPre Fiction

6. In Pensiveness

A/N : Hello FAM, get ready for a little tete-e-tete between AnuPre now! Come on, how long can they avoid each other? :)

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Prerna:

"Suddenly she realized what she was regretting was not the lost past, but the lost future, not what had not been, but what would never be." ~ Voice of the Ocean, Prerna.

I have often found my first novel more relatable with life than all the others that were bestsellers. "Voice of Ocean" my first novel, had tanked, unlike my other books, no movie was ever made on it, not many people even read it either. Not many people like looking into a mirror, that reflects truth.

I was getting Aadi ready for home from Nivi's next morning, when there was a knock on the door. I turned around and froze; he was standing at the door, looking at me directly in the eye. The Anurag I have known earlier, always had a grin on him, the smouldering eyes with choler in them belonged to the man I had made love to – and ever since I have come to Calcutta, I am only meeting this man.

Last evening when we came face to face for the first time, I was chasing Aadi as he ran up the Basu Mansion to meet 'ma', but suddenly he came in between. I had seen him freeze for a moment, before he gently caressed my arm with the tip of his finger and spoke almost in reverence – Prerna..

For a brief few moments I felt like I was in a time warp, back in the comfort of my bedroom in Delhi on a rainy afternoon with Anurag holding me. I shuddered at his mere touch. I could feel my skin melt in heat at the places where his fingertips touched. I had never craved for a man this much in my life. In my years of marriage I have often let my husband Rishabh warm my bed and body without warming my soul, but what was it about this man that could shake my core with a mere touch? Standing there, in a daze I felt for the first time that maybe coming to attend Mish's wedding wasn't a good idea. Maybe I could never see Mish claiming another of my loved ones. As I stood there looking into his eyes, as my morals crumpled fast, I heard Nivi greet Adi in 'ma's' room and I snapped back to my mundane reality that had no place for hope or peace.

He seemed to come out of a trance himself as he quickly let go of my arms and said, "Actually..I was...err..going down" and nodded at me awkwardly.

"Yes Anurag, I was just trying to stop Aadi from..."I stammered as I couldn't help but shamelessly stare at his rather dry lips. Cigarettes..I thought wishfully, that's what his lips tasted like.

"So..umm..you arrived today? Di was saying you'd be coming later"

"No Aadi was really looking forward to the wedding..so.." again I was out of words, but at the same time I felt more indignant in proving myself casual than ever and a certain part of me wanted to instil this in him, that things between us would exactly be, how we had planned it to be. So I suddenly found myself saying, "Rishabh would come soon too".

It burned my heart to see that his polite smile stiffened a little at my husbands' mention, why did the slight discomfort in him hearing about my husband please me thus? I realized I was treading dangerous water now; hence I quickly nodded at him and escaped from there.

Yesterday was easy, I had an escape, but now? As I looked at him, I gulped. It felt like familiar times, only we were in Calcutta and we were at his home where my half-sister would soon join him as wife. As he slowly advanced towards me, I cautiously took a few steps back, and he stopped.