My Love// A Draco Malfoy Story.

𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓶𝓫𝓸

Do you ever experience those brief intervals in time where you just feel numb? Numb to the world, numb to people and numb to emotions. Well, that's me right now. Draco has broken me.

Draco ripped my heart out and shredded it in a blender. When people around Hogwarts ask if I'm okay, I will say I'm fine and smile but I'm not okay. But I'm fine with that, I don't want things to get better. I'm okay with being silent. Invisible. Numb to everything. I am now numb to love. His love.

After I spoke with Hagrid I hid in the toilets on the other side of the castle, barely anyone goes here because of the rumours of the ghosts. I don't care, I'm not scared of them.

I wish I had Layla with me. She wold make sure that i'm okay. But I feel like I have none in this ghost-like world.

Sat on top of the toilet's lid, tears flow out of my eyes. No thoughts just a blank face and uncontrollable tears. You many even here a sniffle here and then. I thought Draco was the one. The one that I was going to experience everything with, but now I am fully convinced that he is conspiring with Voldemort. The man that hunts down witches and wizards like me. Ha! I even bet Voldemort sent Draco to find mudbloods and lure them in. It was all an act.

*bell rings*

Last lesson of today. I somehow sat in the toilets for an hour. I better go to lessons, my first full day and I'm making a great impression. I whip out my timetable and look for today's lessons.

Shit.

I have Potions Masters with Draco in the west wing, It's going to take me ages to get there.

I slowly slide the stall's lock and head towards the endless corridors once again. This castle is so big it would take me a whole day to walk around the whole campus. I'm walking out of the toliets I get this horrible feeling. Like I'm going to puke up all of my insides. I dash as quick as I can into the stall I was just in and I vomit all of my food into the toilet.

Well, there goes my mango smoothie... I wonder what caused me to be sick. I might have to go to the nurse's office . I will after my last lesson, Professor Snape is apparently really stricked with the education of his students...

I turn up to room 305: Potions Masters. Only 2 minutes late, it could be worse... Luckily I ran over here. Opening the slightly familiar door, I enter a room full of students in my year but no Draco, Layla and Lidia are in here though. They seem to be talking as friends? Oh I hope she doesn't become friends with that attention seeking bitch.

Professor Snape: Miss Valencia. You are late.

Athena: What buy like 2 minutes?

Professor Snape: 3 MINUTES. Sit down and turn to page 4 in the Potions booklet.

I sit down at the back of the classroom, trying to not bring attention to myself...

Layla and Lydia: *whispering and giggling*

I look over the them and they see me and stop. I want to know what shit they are chatting.

Athena: Did you know children that whisper to eachother about somone else have a 86% chance to get chocked by my hands. It's a well know fact.

Lydia: You think you are so smart don't you. Well I can tell you that you are not. If you were smart you would at least get this question right.

Lydia points towards my book while swinging on her chair. I think about what the question said and it's true. I got it completely wrong.

What is wrong with me, I just can't focus, I have nothing holding me down to the ground. I'm like a wild balloon floating in outer space trying to find someone to pull me back down. Before I burst into small fragments of built up, reckless emotions.

(Author Note)
Sorry I haven't been publishing as much. I will try to write more throughout this week x