aurora - park seonghwa

six

"i think im in love with you y/n"  taken aback by the sudden, yet smooth confession, you let out a nervous chuckle ,and looked away.

seonghwa, getting concerned at your sudden mood swing, asked, "are you okay? a-are we-"

"n-no, im fine...im okay" you said, looking back at him.

he nodded quietly, pulling away from the position you both were in. the tension in the atmosphere was so awkward, that you could could slice it with a knife.

"hey y/n" seonghwa spoke out, suddenly. ""i-im sorry for that"

"no, it isn't your fault....its mine....im the one who- im just-" before you could complete, you let out a little sob, making seonghwa suddenly look towards you.

his hands wrapped around your shoulders as you laid your head onto his chest.

'i will be there for you darling

for our baby

for her

and then he left '

these words starting playing inside your head, multiple times as you bawled into his chest.

his arms kept you warm, stroking yours at times, and whispering comforting words into your ears.

once you realized what the heck you were doing, you pulled away, hastily wiping away your tears, and apologizing.

"im so, so sorry- i didnt know- what got into my head, i just-"

"no, its okay to cry sometimes, there's nothing wrong" he said. "i dont know why you cried, but, i know something happened and- its scary- but um-"

"yeah it was" you said.

"are you comfortable talking about it?" he said soothingly, moving a little closer to you.taking a deep breath in, you nodded.

"im listening" he said, giving a peck on your cheek, leaving you, a flustered mess. 

your smile faded as you started off, "seonghwa, miyoung is my child"

as soon as you said that, he looked at you with a shocked, but somehow calm expression.

"o-oh..."

"yea"

"h-how? i mean- you're eighteen? s-so, you would have been-"

"yeah- sixteen"

he didnt say anything, and looked to the ground as you continued, "i used to have a boyfriend like- three years ago and we were fine. he was nice and all. and then one day, he just- persuaded mr to do it, and then-yea"

"b-but weren't you underage?" 

"why would he care?" you said, you asked, throwing your hands around and whining.

he swallowed and kept his eyes fixated at you, as you rambled nonsense for five minutes straight.

when you were done, he took a deep breath and said, "that felt good ,you know?"

he smiled a little and said, "so you've never been in a relationship ever since...miyoung?"

"nope, never....i dont wanna be in one. they'll leave me after they find out about her and-"

"i wont" he interrupted.

smooth.

after realizing what he had just said, you chuckled and bit your lip and said, "you do have a good skill in flirting"

"i was serious"

"o-oh" you said, looking away and fumbling with your fingers.

seonghwa was an amazing guy. he had everything a girl needed to have in a boyfriend: he was caring, he was smart, he was good looking, funny and you often ran out of words to describe him. 

should i give him chance?

of course you dumbass, you just kissed him????

right

you turned back to seonghwa, who was rethinking his life choices right now and wrapped your arms around him.

he looked at your with surprise and confusion as he asked, "why-"

"i love you" you blurted out.

"i-well- i love you t-too?" he said, smiling at your  sudden confession. he grinned, pulling you closer by your waist and kissing you. the kiss was way more passionate and his hands rubbed against your waist a couple of times.

he pulled away and pecked your forehead and giggled saying, "youre mine now. i wont let anything harm you, ever again"

you smiled at him as he continued ,"does that mean im also a father?"