a new chance

move on

~fresh's pov~
It's been a few months now.. Im still visiting deccy, i don't know how much longer i have to deal with this pain i have? How much longer do i have to carry this guilt?
I miss deccy but i just need to leave it in the past, he's gone now and now what do i do? Just cry and feel sorry for myself? No way... There has to be another way.

~deccys pov~
I've been with vibe for a while now, he's my only friend i have here since i can't exactly leave this place until im not forgotten by at least 5 people...
Me and give have been sharing our lives for the time being, we talk about how our lives were when we were alive. I tell him about my fresh, i trust vibe...for now at least.

Fresh has been visiting my grave, of course my mom has too and sometimes fresh's brothers and his mom too. I guess i haven't been forgotten yet. That's good, if i did i would have to leave this world and i can't leave fresh yet, he means a lot to me.

I've been able to leave a bit and come back, when i do i visit fresh and take care of him. He thinks his brothers are just doing it or even his mom. I hope he lives a good life without me, he hasn't been himself for a while so im worried. Maybe vibe will help me? No i can't drag him into this he doesn't even know fresh, i hope i get a new chance in life...

~fresh's pov~
Im gonna visit deccy again, this might be my fifth visit today. Is this normal? Is it normal to miss him this much? I hope so.

I grab the flowers and start heading towards his grave and sit down and place the flowers down too. "Hey deccy..i guess im back again huh? Geez i can't wait to see you in the afterlife, maybe then we can stay together forever, just like we promised we would! And maybe...i could protect you... Maybe this time i can finally keep you safe.." I started to tear up i can't explain the hatred i have for myself "im sorry i didn't keep you safe. Im sorry deccy.." I take off my shades and sigh "i brought you something.." I place the flowers and take out a different pair of shades that look like mine,i place them next to the flowers "i was planning on giving them to you on your birthday but i guess you didn't make it..." I look down as silence takes over the air. "I miss you buddy,I'll see you soon.." I get up and started heading home but stopped "i really need to move on.."i continue walking leaving the grave sadly.

(Sorry it's short but whoaaa two stories in one day?! Yeah i haven't started class yet fight me- lol anyways I'll update soon since i probs will have class late today :'3)