Heart Beat Stops For Awhile

Moving On Is Not Easy

Gumising ako sa saktong oras para makapagprepare ng mga gamit dahil ngayon ang unang araw ng pasukan. Monday. Ang araw na nagpaalala sa akin sa demonyong nagpaibig sa akin. Demonyong nagbago sa aking buhay NOON. Noon lang talaga dahil ngayon, he ruined EVERYTHING! Oo as in EVERYTHING, CAPS ON!! Except virginity! As if naman ibibigay ko iyon.! Magtithree years na akong nagdurusa! How I wish matatapos na ito. Nakakabaliw! I really need to move on! I really really need to move on!!

Naligo na ako at nagbihis. Grineet sina Mamay at Papay. I'm the only anak sa pamilya namin. Umupo na ako at kumain. ''So ready ka na sa school?''tanong ni Papay. ''Yep! Lahat ng mga gamit ko ay nasa bag na, wallet ko naman ang problema, walang kabarya barya.''sabi ko. Wait. Parang rhyme ata. ''Oo, walang barya yang wallet mo dahil puro iyan tig-1000!! Ikaw ha!! Wag kang abusada anak.... mali iyan..''ayy >.< ''Di nalusotan!'' Iyan ang moves ko para makapera xD. Parang part time job lang. ''Bibigyan ka namin next next month.''sabi ni Mamay  ''Okay. Agree ako dun :-)'' sabi ko with a smile. ''Good.''sabi ni Mamay. ''Okay! Papasok na ako ah!!''sabi ko as I kissed the two of them. ''Okay ingat ka! Don't forget to wear your helmet!!''Mamay shouted habang ako'y tumatakbo patungong garage to get Vespa, my dearest motorcycle. ''Okay babye!!!'' Isinuot ko na ang helmet at tumungo na sa Saruka Senior High. Ready na akong maging 3rd year high school student.!

Nakarating na ako sa Sakura Senior High. Maraming tao, ilan sa mga tao ay bago lang sa paningin ko. Karamihan naman, luma na pati mukha xD. Wait. May nakita ako, is that Lie?! Mapuntahan nga! *kalabit* ayy di effective. *tapik* di rin. Okay try natin ang specialty ko. *supertapik* hayaaaa!! Uyy effective. Lumingon ehh. ''Uyy Katie. Ohayo Gozaimasu!!'' (Ohayo Gozaimasu means Good Morning in Japanese. Sa hindi nakakaalam.) ''Ohayo Gozaimasu!! Di ba masakit?!''tanong ko, feel ko masakit, ako nga nasakitan ehh.! ''Masakit? Di naman. I thought simple tapik lang yun.''whut? Full force nga iyon ehh . Maya-maya siguro hihimatayin ako neto! ''Really?! Halos himatayin na ako rito ehh!! Full force kaya iyon!!''grabeh siya!! ''Ahh ganoon ba?''-_-. ''Tara na nga!''sabi ko while hinila hila ko siya. ''Alam mo ba section natin? Kung maka-tara ka.''oo nga. XD

''Hindi :) ''sabi ko with smile. ''Tara na! Section Kawaii! Para kang may topak!''huh?! Ako may topak?! Noon pa kaya!xD.

Nakarating na kami sa Section Kawaii. Di ko nga pa pala nasabi sa inyo kung bakit Japanese words ang section namin. It is because Japanese owner ng school namin. Not suprising actually xD. ''Ohh sige lady's first!''sabi ko. I bet magagalit nanaman ito. At yes.. nagalit nga.. dahil ibinigay niya ang nakakamatay na 'gusto-mo-bang-mamatay' look. Kaya nauna na ako. Naupo kami sa likuran. And it reminds me again sa nangyari samin sa demonyong iyon.

Flashback......

One Year Ago....

Dumating na teacher namin sa wakas!! Sa hinaba-habang panahon! ''Okay class! Ang gagawin lang natin today ay ang 'GTKY' or Getting To Know You. Alam niyo naman iyan diba. So here's the twist. Mayroon ako ritong teddy bear. Itatapon ko ito sa inyo. Ang makakakuha nito ay pupunta rito sa front. He/she will introduce himself/herself.'' Twist ba iyon?! Like duh?! Introduce introduce lang! ''....and he/she will get a partner for a presentation. Di natin alam magkakadevelopan kayo..'' Okay.. How boring. Our teacher starts to throw the teddy bear to us. Yess di napunta sakin!! Tiningnan ko kung sino... O_O..... Gwapo ahh.. di familiar ang face.. bago siguro..

''Come here boy. Introduce yourself''sabi ni teacher. ''My name is bla bla bla bla'' di ko na narinig ang pangalan niya. Tulala lang ako.. grabehh makatulo-laway... May nafeel akong parang may kumalabit sa akin. Tiningnan ko. Si Lie pala. ''Ano yun?''tanong ko. ''Ikaw daw partner niya oh! Aweeee!''rerereally? ''Aweeeee!!!''sigaw ng mga kaklase ko kasama na roon si Lie at pati si teacher sumigaw rin -_- ''Come here girl. Introduce yourself.''sabi ni teacher. ''O-okay.... M-my n-name is K-katie Alonzo.''my god! Nangagatog na ako. Tiningnan ko siya. Namumula. May lagnat ba siya. ''Okay Katie and Troy. Ipakita niyo ang nakatagong talento.'' So Troy pala.... ''Ano talent natin?''nagsalita siya.. nice voice.. so manly!  ''A-ahmm.. marunong kabang magbeatbox?''tanong ko.. ''Yun lang ba? Ikaw?''sabi niya.. ''Kakanta nalang siguro...''sabi ko... ilang months na akong di kumakanta.. di ako sure kung maganda pa ba boses ko... baka magboses palaka ako ehh >.< ''Okay.... teacher magbebeatbox ako at siya nama'y kakanta.''

Singing: Thinking Out Loud

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

Di ko namalayang hawak ko na ang kamay niya. And we really found love right where we are. By the way.. di ko napiyok! Big achievement!

End of Flashback.....

The feels always strikes me! I found myself sobbing. Walang nakakita. Kahit si Lie. So I wiped my tears quickly para di mahalatang umiyak ako. Pagagalitan nanaman ako ni Lie neto.

Nakarating na teacher namin.. Alam ko na kung anong program ang gagawin namin.. It is GTKY. Start na rin ang GTKY... ang program na pinakagusto ko noon.