Hook Up ( ON HIATUS )

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I literally lost my mind. I can't react, all I know is, I lost my freakin first kiss and apparently, my second kiss too. And with the same freakin person! And a drunkard at that!

Shit!

He nibbbled my lips like it's a delicious lollipop, and damn cause I can't react right now. I have my eyes open due to shock, but I think he's presence makes me drunk, his mouth did.

Gently biting it-- that's when I fuckin realize what's happening. DAMN!

Pushing the guy, I yelled at the top of my lungs.

This is a disaster!

"ARRRGHHHHHHH!"

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"I'm sorry for my son's behavior Iha, he's just really drunk." Closing my eyes to control my temper, I look over my parents, asking for an approval to speak.

Yeah I know I could just speak but I would be in trouble without asking for permission y'know.

When I saw my mom nod, I look at the couple in front of me. It was Mr. And Mrs. Tyrell.

"I am honestly upset Madame, I just want to let this end so I could go back to sleep."

I said, giving them a reassuring smile but seems like they got another plan for me-- and I'm not liking it.

"No! No! What my son did is unforgivable! Our family won't just stay still after he harass you! So We decided.." Mrs. Tyrell look at my parents, as if asking them to continue what she's saying.

"Liza, this is what we decided." That just mean one thing. My eyes grew wide, heart thumping in anticipation and fear.

It's not what i'm thinking, is it?!

What she said makes my system haywire. I know I have to get thru this since I'm the eldest daughter, but fuck. I'm just 16! For pete's sake!

"We've decided to make Nicho your fiance."

Fuck. Isn't it too early?! Without thinking I speak.

"That can't be, I'm just 16 Mo?--"

I was interrupted when a hand flew on my face, a stinging pain overcome my senses. And a gulp can be heard from around me.

"Shut Up. I never ask for your opinion, Go back to your room. We'll ask for you if your presence is needed."

I'm dumbstruck, guided by the maid to return to my room. When the door closed that's when everything that happened sink in.

I got slapped by my mother for speaking. I was sold off to the Tyrell. I am engaged. My first and second kiss was stolen from me.

This is awesome. When someone else's parents would go nuts because their daughter was harrassed, Meanwhile.. my mom slapped me. I got slapped.. by my mother.

I can't help laughing maniacally.

Walking to my bed something caught my attention. It was my body mirror, Looking across the room is a woman with a tears escaping from her lifeless eyes.
I didn't know I'm already crying.
Staring straight into her eyes, I broke into a painful smile, seconds later an endless tears cascaded my face. I pant heavily..

Do I deserve this? Fuck.

I cried hard until I can no longer go crying. But a ridiculous idea stuck into my head. There was this book I read last week, It's lingering in my mind how the characters end up. It's beautiful.

I wanna know if I tried it, would I end up beautiful too? I pitifully smile at myself across my room before wiping my own tears.

I've decided. I'm going to escape, I can't run away from my family because I'm a coward but I know I can escape, I have the courage to.

As I change into my black fitted jeans and blue oversized sweater. I went out, not telling anyone.

I hope this changes something.

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Nicho's POV

Okay what the fuck?!

My head freakin hurts! I just have to drink too much last night don't I? ARGH!

As I slowly lift myself from the bed a memory of last night hit me like a freakin' train.

Holy shit! Did I just do that?!

My fears increased when I heard my mother's voice from the other side of the room.

I'm dead! I'm dead! I need to freakin leave!

I quickly went to get my motorcycle's key, using the windown to escape. DARN!

As I jumped from the room to the ground;  I thankfully safely landed. Seriously! I forgot my headache and adrenaline rushing to my veins. When I got into the parkside of the Evans, I spotted a blue mustang, And I suddenly feel a buzzing in my stomach.

I was about to turn into a different direction but I can't, the buzzing is worsening whenever I take my eyes off it.

What the fuck?! Am I insane?!

Seriously?! What's my freakin problem?! Is this part of my hangover? Argh! Nevermind! I got no destination in mind anyway, I'll just see who's this person.

I successfully tailed the blue mustang and it suddenly stop in the middle of the bridge. I grow confused so I stop my motorcycle and see what the driver is up to.

To my surprise it was the girl from my memories, Argh! Curse my drunken ass!

I was just watching her as she slip by the pavement and sit at the top of the bridge, Her hair dancing with the wind. It was ethereal, her side profile is so perfect I'm speechless.

From her gold brown eyes, cute button nose and delicious looking lips-- nah. Last time I remember it does taste deliciou-- Okay what the fuck?!

Why is she standing up?!

Is she..

Before she can even move her freakin feet I already ran into her direction, Grabbing her hands and pulled her into my body back into the ground.

When I saw how startled she reacts, I knew by then what she's thinking, and it makes me so freakin mad: tho i don't know why. I don't care. Fuck.

All I knew is I had to freakin reprimand her of what she did.

"What the fuck was that?!" I yelled the fade adrenaline came back pumping my senses.

She's still disoriented, but what I saw in her eyes makes me step back a few steps away. I'm practicing psychology, and so I understand a few thing about emotions.. but this woman, she's..

She got different eyes..

Lifeless, Tired, Exhausted. I can't see a mere glint it's all darkness.

And I can't help but ask.

"I never met anyone so empty.. You-- Do you even know yourself?"