1989

Wonderland

Authors note: I'm sorry it took me SO long to write this next part. Thank you for being so patient!! Hopefully I can get back into the swing of things because I really do love writing this story, I simply got stuck with this chapter and caught up with the busyness that is life. Thanks for the on-going support x

*mention of alcohol and drug abuse*

Demi's POV:

The steady beat of the music was pulsing through my body as I swayed my hips in time to the music. Some guy who had been eyeing me up for the past hour bit down on his bottom lip as he finally made his way over to me. I flashed him a smile and took another sip of my drink. Feeling the strong liquid warm my insides further. All of a sudden I felt his hot breath on my neck as his body began grinding against me. I let out a small moan before frantically grabbing my hands behind his neck and crashing our lips together. Due to the alcohol, the kiss was sloppier than I preferred but he was hot and my best option for tonight. Within a few moments his hands were lifting up my round ass as he slammed my back into the wall of the bathroom cubicle. I let out a low moan as his hands found their way to my dripping centre. This didn't fulfil my need though. I moved my hands below his belt and quickly undid his jeans to release his erection. I gave his shaft a few pumps before lining myself up and easing him into me. Our pace was fast and frantic and it was only after a few minutes, I was coming down from my high. I fixed my dress and panties back into place, tousled my hair and left a chaste kiss on his lips before turning on my heel and exiting the bathroom. As soon as I walked away the feelings returned. That's the thing; it doesn't matter how hard I try I can never stuff down the reality. I can only numb the pain for so long before its screaming at me for attention once again. I needed something more. I saw some familiar faces and joined them around the small table. I rolled up a crisp hundred dollar bill and inhaled away all my problems.

Flashing lights and we, took a wrong

turn and we

Fell down the rabbit hole

You held on tight to me

Cause nothing's as it seems

Spinning out of control

"Mmmm" I groaned as my eyes slowly flickered open to the light streaming through the window. I push my hand to my temples in an attempt to stop my head spinning as I begin to sit up. I look around trying to figure out where I am but I have no idea. I try to remember something from last night. Nothing. I feel a shift on the bed beside me and quickly spin my body around to view who it is. I recognise him straight away. Wilmer. I breathe a sigh of relief and try to piece together last night. I close my eyes and the flash backs start.

*flashback*

"Demi?" I hear a Latino accent yelling at me across the deep thuds of the base through the speakers. "Back off ok" I hear him yell into a guy's face who has his arm twisted around me. "Come on Demi" I shake my head. "Look man, I don't know what your problem is but she's fine and you're in my way" the guy replies in a slurred tone, his eyes darting from side to side. "Demi, don't do this... Please". Wilmer's eyes search mine; pleading. I feel the guy's grip tighten around my hips, digging into my skin slightly. I keep coming in and out of reality and my body feels numb yet my mind is still racing. I don't feel in control but at the same time I'm not feeling and that is the point. "Fuck off Wilmer. You're not my dad" I hiss through gritted teeth as I push him out of the way. Taking the guy's hand in mine, I lead him out the back. I look back to see Wilmer's lips purse together and his eyes push shut as if he's about to cry. Does he really care that much? I think to myself. I shake it off and try re-focus on what's happening.