"if honesty means telling the truth, i'm still in love with you." -niall horan, "still"
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"I still love you! Why can't you see that?"
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Yomara was still here. I finally moved Niall aside and put myself back in reality. He was happy with her. I want him to be happy, and if it isn't with me, then so be it. I picked up some fries and put them into my mouth and began chewing. My phone dinged and Yomara immediately questioned who it was. "I don't know." I shrug and place the take out box on the coffee table and grab my phone. I turned it on and felt my eyes widen.
rosslynchActually, I'll be in LA next week ! I didn't know you were there !
"He answered!" I exclaim.
Yomara squeals, "Then answer!" I let out a breath to relax myself and began typing.
emilyymarquezzYeah, I moved over here last year ! Whenever you get here, we can hang out or something and catch up !
rosslynchYes ! I'll let you know when I'll be there !
Oh my God, I'm going to actually see my childhood best friend. "What did he say?" Yomara asks excitedly.
"He's coming next week! I'm not prepared for that!" I panic.
"You have to be!" Yomara says back.
"I know I have to be, but I haven't seen him in years! What if he sees right through me? What if he knows about Niall? What if-"
"Emily, calm down!" Yomara places her hands at my shoulders in a comforting manner. "How long have you known this guy for?"
"Uh... Since like Kindergarten..."
"Then what's there to worry about?" She's right. I'm just overreacting.
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After Yomara left, my phone dinged again, making me jump and scramble to get it. I don't know why I hoped it was from Ross, but I did. I turned on the screen and smiled reading over the message.
rosslynchI'm pretty bored, wanna talk ?
I laid back on the couch as the movie played and typed in the reply.
emilyymarquezzwhy are you so bored ?
As I waited for his response, my heart was beating. I don't know if it's because all those feelings from the 5th grade were coming back or just because I missed him as my best friend.
rosslynchngl, dunno.
I giggled and read over the next message that came in. A photo message. I clicked on the photo and almost choked on my own saliva.
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I shook my head with a smile and took a quick photo of my laptop.
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I sent it and felt shivers from the photo he sent me last. After a few seconds, his reply came in.
rosslynchI was TOTALLY NOT scrolling through your profile, but how did puberty hit you that hard though ?! 10/10 ! I truly don't understand.
When we were younger and started learning about puberty, we would joke and predict how hard puberty would hit us from a scale of 1-10. Ross looked almost the same, but me? I had unneeded hair on my eyebrows and braces. I was a lot more noodly and had the biggest and thickest glasses you could think of. I still use a retainer and glasses, but I know how to do my facials and my eyesight got better.
emilyymarquezzi could say the same, Mr. 5 ! I still have the picture of tiny ross. >:)
rosslynchNO! I thought you got rid of that !
emilyymarquezzhow could i ? it's baby ross !
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rosslynchoh my god !! haha, look at that hair !!
emilyymarquezzi know !! you looked so tiny !!
I remember Gramma taking that picture when we had our 3rd grade recital. We were singing our version of Somewhere Over The Rainbow and Ross really believed that he would be the rockstar on that stage. My Gramma and Tia were there and sat next to Ross' family and recorded us. After the 1st grade recital, I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to get back up on a stage, but Ross held my hand and stood beside me even when we were supposed to be on complete opposite sides of the stage. We got in trouble the next morning, but when he explained what happened, they let it slide. I swear, if Ross wasn't there, it probably would've been a replay of 1st grade.
rosslynchremember that day ? it was so fun.
emilyymarquezzi know, huh. The good old days when we snuck goldfish out of your mom's pantry
rosslynchthose were worth the scolding.
emilyymarquezzthey really were.
rosslynchI can't wait to come to LA, we're gonna have so much fun !!
emilyymarquezzI know !! I'll introduce you to my friends and take you to the best smoothies in the city !!
rosslynchcan't wait :))
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