Lanterns

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"Hyung! Look.....aren't they pretty!" I jumped up and down holding onto the cold railing as I pointed towards these beautiful lights going up to the stars.

"Yes they are beautiful....but not as beautiful as you." Yugyeom spoke deeply into my ear making me shiver in his hold.

"I wish I could make one to also be apart of it. I wonder what the occasion is."

"No clue but maybe I can convince the guys to let us have our own celebration and you can make one." I quickly turned around in his hug putting my arms around his neck as I looked into his eyes.

"I would love that.....thank you." I shyly spoke as I buried my face in his chest.








If only you knew those lanterns were for you. Today you turn 20 and in 10 days Sehun goes on trial. Everything rests on the testimony of Jungkook. I never liked Sehun and how he would use Jackson.

Jackson hyung himself has said to us that he regrets doing all this. He even told us his history that he had with both of them. I've seen the way he looks at Jungkook it's no longer with hate or jealousy it's sorrow.

Sehun and Jackson have wrote encrypted letters to each other about Jungkook. It's official that once Sehun is free then Jungkook is his.

We have warped Jungkook's mind so badly. We refused to give him any food or water as ways for us to control him. Jinyoung looked up ways to basically control a person and their views.

Stockholm Syndrome is what most people associate with what Jungkook has mentally been through. He's Belle and we are Adam or as most know him as Beast. The difference is Beast let Belle go, he didn't manipulate or hurt her either.

It's true that Jackson is the one that took him in the first place but Chen,Felix, Jinyoung and myself also did unspeakable things to make him obedient.

After a while we finally convinced Jungkook to tell us everything. He told us everything from his sisters old boyfriend to his first time with his friends Jiwoo and Mathew. I don't know who they are but what they did was messed up especially that Mathew guy.

Sure I've done worse but Jungkook wasn't in love with me well he is now but that's because we did so many messed up things to make him think this is real love. He told us about his father arranging his marriage to selling himself for money. Everything Jungkook spilled was used against him.

The feelings that his boyfriends had for him was all fake. His sister blames him for being bound to a chair. His parents would never love someone like him. His friends only used him for sex and his other friends were just waiting for their time.

The trickiest thing we did was basically brainwash him into thinking he wasn't actually raped by Sehun and the others. We had to basically warp his mind into believing that force equals love. Sehun loved him so much to rape him and to share his love with others. I myself think it's extremely messed up that we did that but before the mention of Sehun would make Jungkook shudder with fear or extreme rage there was no in between.

"Hyung?"

"Yes sweetie?" Jungkook pulled me out of my thoughts with his sweet angelic voice.

"Can I make a birthday wish besides the lantern?"

"And what would that be?"

"Can I spend one day on land......not alone of course but like well a date. I haven't really had a date with you guys yet and this would be really special....please Hyung?" I know we basically molded his brain to how we wanted him but it's still really hard to say no to a face like his.

Jungkook has the biggest innocent doe eyes in existence with gorgeous lips that turn into the cutest pout. It's been a little over a month since Jungkook has become this forward with us and no way do we want to torture his brain again. He is perfect just the way he is.

"Baby." I started only to sigh as Jungkook nodded and turned himself around probably already got the answer from my tone of voice. "Maybe in a few months or so."

"It's fine nevermind."









"This is ridiculous.....let's just find a lookalike and kill them. We still have his wallet we can place it on the body and they will stop looking for him." Jackson spoke with his fingers combing through Jungkook's hair who was fast asleep on his lap.

"DNA will prove it's not him then if they catch us then we will be charged for murder along with kidnapping and sexual assault." Chen rolled his eyes at him.

"Well we have to do something. Last time we docked we saw police searching boats." Jackson retorted.

"Once Sehun is out then we can venture away from Asia and go somewhere else." Jinyoung said before he scooped up Jungkook in his arms to carry him down to his small cabin.


















Today we all decided to come to the beach Somin said it was Jungkook's favorite place to be. Seokjin, Jimin and Jiwoo were setting up the chairs and blankets. I was getting the grill ready with J.Seph. Kai and Mark were collecting firewood for the campfire we were going to have tonight under the stars. Taehyung, Namjoon, Hoseok, and BM where all facing the ocean in silence.

"Probably saying their own messages to Kookie." I looked up at J.Seph who had such a strong but sad face. I could tell he wanted to say so many things but is holding back so he won't break down. I feel the same way as him probably why we both volunteered to grill so we could just focus on the food and not our wondering minds.

My mind keeps telling me he is gone but my heart is aching and telling me not to give up. After we let the lanterns go my mind brought me back to when I first saw him.

He was standing on stage with such confidence. The way he answered students questions with such ease and grace in his voice was captivating. I knew when he smiled it was fake but it just made me want to see his real one. And oh god when he finally smiled at me my heart melted and the world turned so colorful. 

When he shrieked from my friends scaring him it was the cutest thing complete duality from how he was on stage. The moment he sat next to me as I played the piano instantly made my heart race.

The second our lips connected I felt like the world finally made sense. I regret a lot of things after that moment I could of handled my emotions a lot better but my stupid hot headedness killed it.

Part of me hopes he is in the next world....this life has been way to cruel and unfair to him. The other part of me just hopes he will come into my view and run into my arms.

"I'll be right here waiting for you." I whispered into the wind just hoping he can hear me.















"JUNGKOOK!"

"H-hyung? Wha-"

"Go below deck and hide! Don't come out unless we come get you!" I looked into Felix's eyes and it was not a drill. It was not a practice that they had me do before this was real. People were coming to take me away.

Tears streamed down my face as I ran down to under the deck to hide. There is a small space I can wedge my body into. Once I'm wedged in I grab the sheet to put it over my body to make me look like just a random sack.

More tears came down as the sound of my Hyungs yelling and gunshots were heard. My heart dropped as I heard loud thudding sounds above me. I kept my mouth covered to keep my cry's from being heard by whoever the bad people were.

Slow footsteps coming down the stairs. Since it's nighttime I'm able to easily see lights from multiple flashlights through the fabric above my head.

Tightly closing my eyes as my heart is beating in my chest and my only hopes is that my hyungs come and save me.

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