If You Ever Happen To See This

Hopes

I just need her to know that she's perfect, that someone cares. That she probably has no absolute idea that I love her more than anything. I hope that she will understand my love for protecting and defending misunderstood creatures. I hope she understands that I don't want children, because they cause me to get very overwhelmed. I hope that she's honest with me, and knows that I won't force her to tell me what's wrong if she's sad, and that I will comfort her to my best abilities. I hope we share my love of animals, horror movies, books, writing, and gardening. I hope we are happy together. I hope that in the future, I will see this book again, and show her as tears of joy roll down my cheeks. I hope that we will travel the world together, and move out of the U.S.A. I hope for the road trips, and the hikes, the early morning short drives to get coffee or tea or your favorite energy drink. I hope for the cuddles, and the everlasting kisses. I hope that we stay up until 11 pm watching The Office and cuddling on the couch. I hope that all the worries, all the anxiety, the stress, just disintegrates when we're with each other.

But, that's if you ever happen to read this...