Tell me why.

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-Olivia's POV-

Ever since I broke up with elliot, I feel so broken so lonely. It's like I don't know what to do with myself. I walk to school, it's been a week since I've been. My dad let me take time off, because of the whole situation, and because I honestly could not stop crying. I get to school on a sunny Monday morning, and see all my friends, waiting by my locker.

"Hey guys" I say, causing them all to look up.

"Hey liv." they all say.

"How are you?" Amanda asks, hugging me.

"I'm doing better. I'm still upset, but I'm getting through everything." I say, with tears forming in my eyes.

"Hey you'll be okay. Everything's gonna be okay" Amanda says, pulling me into a hug. "you'll get through this, we are here for you. No matter what."

"Thanks guys. I've being doing all I can to get him off my mind, but I just can't stop thinking about him. I miss him so much." I say, as we walk towards our first class. When we walk in I remember, that I have every single class with elliot. I'm not going to be able to avoid him at all. We get into our first class and Amanda asks the teacher to make it so me and her are partners, and she explains the situation. Then everybody is in class, and we finally start.

"Good morning class." ms.keller says to the class.

"Good morning." everyone says back.

"Oh, and it's good to have you back Olivia." she says, smiling at me causing everyone, even elliot to turn and look at me.

"Thank you." I say before looking down, as tears form in my eyes, at the sight if elliot.

"Your welcome. okay class let's get started. Today we will go to the auditorium because there are some special guest speakers, from the police department" she says, and motions for us to leave. I get up and, Amanda, Nick, Fin, and Melinda all walk over to me. We walk out of the classroom, walking towards the auditorium. When we get there we find seats in the back, and as I turn around looking for the teacher I see elliot sitting behind me. When I look into his eyes my heart skips a beat, and I can't breath so I quickly sit down, and my friends see my sudden change in attitude.

"Hey liv, you okay." Amanda says looking me in the eyes.

"Yea, I'm okay." I say not looking up. Then I see Amanda look behind us and giving a death glare.

"Do you want I move.?" She asks, catching nicks attention. Nick and Amanda have grown closer to each other.

"No I'm fine." I say as the presentation begins. About halfway through the presentation, I get a text message from Elliot.

'Tell me why.' It said. I knew exactly what he was talking about. How could he not.

'Please leave me alone' is all I write back to him, as I get tears in my eyes.

'Please olivia. I don't think I can lose you, and I know I am. please just explain to me.'

'Stop. please.' I say, as tears fall.

'Olivia. I love you. I love you so much it hurts.' he says and that's all it takes, now I am full on bawling. I get up and walk out, avoiding all eye contact. I go to the only place I can think. The place by the gym where me and Elliot shared one of our first kisses. I am sobbing and crying so much that is hurts me, this all just hurts me. I hear foot steps but I don't care, it doesn't matter anymore.

"Liv....." I hear that sweet, and lovely voice say. At the sound of his voice I am sobbing again. I'm standing there with my head against the wall, when elliot appears in front if me. "Liv.." he says again.

"Please just leave me alone" I say, not even looking away from the ceiling. He grabs my hand, causing more tears to fall, and for me to let out a sob.

"Please don't cry. I hate it when you cry." he says, causing me to look at him.

"You hate seeing me cry? I've done nothing but cry over you for the last week." I say, crying harder, as I pull away from him.

"Liv....... whatever I did I'm sorry. please." he begs.

"No elliot, I can't keep doing this. it hurts to much. I'm sorry." I say, turning to walk away.

"Please, just tell me why." he says, grabbing my wrist.

"I'm sorry" i say as I shake his grasp.

"Please" is the last thing I hear him say before I turn the corner and go straight for the principals office.

*A/N ..... in the next chapter liv is on for a rude awakening.

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