Starting fresh.

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-Olivia's POV-

It's friday, and I still do nothing but think about Elliot. Ever since the incident last week during the assembly, I have done nothing but think.

I get to school, to find Amanda waiting by my locker. She all dressed up, but I can't tell why. She usually never cares about the way she looks.

"You look nice." I say, as I approach my locker, opening it.

"Thank you." she says, looking at my outfit. I'm wearing of light blue skinny jeans, with a red belt, a plain white v-neck t-shirt, a red cardigan, and black flats. My hair is down, in curls. "you look nice" she says smiling. I haven't really cared about anything since that day last week.

"Thanks." I say, smiling as I grab my books, and shut my locker. "I honestly feel better" I say smiling.

"That's good." She says, wrapping her arm around mine. "Guess what?" She says, as we walk into class.

"What?" I say, as we get to our table and sit down.

"Nick asked me out." she says, smiling.

"That's awesome." I say, hugging her. As Nick walks in, with fin, and munch.

"Hey." Nick says, walking up to us.

"Hey." me and Amanda say. Just as he's about to say something, the teacher walks in.

"Okay, take your seats." She says as she sets her papers down. Just as the bell rings, Trevor, David, And Dean walk in. Trevor flashes a smile my way and I blush. We sit through class and get our books as the bell rings. Trevor comes over to our table.

"Hey." he says, smiling. 'Wow, he's gorgeous'.

"Hey." I say blushing. Amanda must have noticed because she just smiled and walked out with nick.

"Wanna have lunch together?" He asks.

"Sure" I say, as I grab my bag. As I am turning around to pick it up, I see elliot getting his stuff, and watching me. I give him a dirty look, and look back at Trevor.

"Ready?" He asks as he guides me out of the classroom.

-Elliot's POV-

I can't believe this. I lost her, and she won't even tell me why.

"Mr. Stabler, can I help you?" The principals I asks as I enter his office.

"Yea actually I have a question." I say.

"How old do you have to be to join the military?" I say, causing him to look at me in disbelief.

"Well you have to be 18." he says.

"Shit." I say under my breath.

"Excuse me." he asks.

"Sorry. thank you." I say, standing up to walk out.

"Your welcome." he says as I walk out the door.

After my last class I'm standing by my locker, putting my books in. Fin walks up and stands next to me.

"Hey man"

"Hey fin." I say, looking into my locker.

"How you hanging in there?" He says.

"I'm getting through. But I gotta tell ya man, miss her." I say, looking at the pictures of her that is hanging in my locker. In the first one she is standing next to a tree, wearing dark blue am white dress that goes mid-thigh, and a pair of dark blue flats. Her hair is down in curls with a now in it, just the way I like it. In the second one she is on my back, with a smile on her face. She is wearing black nike shorts, and a v-neck t-shirt, and no shoes. Her hair is up in a ponytail. She looks so happy in these pictures, I just don't understand what happened.

"I know man." I say, as he walks away. I look over towards Olivia's locker and see her talking to Amanda and Nick. Then that kid, Trevor, walks up to her locker and Amanda and Nick walk away. She smiles, and laughs at what he just said. She notices me watching her, causing Trevor to look in the direction I'm in. I see her slam her locker, and grabbing Trevor's hand and walking him out.

I walk home, and pass by her house on my way there. I can't help but think of all the good memories we had. 'I miss her so much.' I think to my self as I walk up my steps.

"Hey" my mom says as I walk in.

"Hi" I say walking towards my room.

"I got a call from your principle today." she says, causing me to stop. "Why did you ask about joining the military?" She asks.

"I don't want to be here, I don't want to be in this town." I say with tears in my eyes.

"Why?" She asks, walking closer to me.

"Olivia. She doesn't love me anymore. I don't know what I did wrong." I say, as she approaches me.

"Oh it will be alright."

"No mom it wont." I say, and turn to go into my bedroom. I put on headphones and listen to the soundtrack olivia made for us, and look at a picture of her.

-Olivia's POV-

I'm siting in the living room watching tv with my dad. The phone rings and my dad picks up.

"Hello?" He sad, then looks at me. "it's for you." he says handing it to me. I give him a look an he just gets up and walk out towards the kitchen.

"Hello?" I say, curiously.

"hi, olivia. Its mrs.Stabler." she says, and my heart stops. 'why is she calling.' I think to myself.

"Hi Mrs.Stabler, how are you?" I say, walking over towards the window, looking towards their house.

"I think I should be asking you that. Olivia how are you doing?" She asks and I can feel the tears start to form in my eyes.

"I'm fine." I finally get out. "Why do you ask?"

"Olivia, what happened between you and Elliot?" She asks and the tears fall from my eyes.

"I'm sorry, I can't." I say, as my dad walks back into living room.

"Olivia. He's so upset, he says you don't love him andymore, and he doesn't know why." she says causing me to sob, and my dad takes the phone.

"Excuse me, this is Mr.Benson, how can I help you." he says, "no you may not speak with her." ............." well I'm sorry Mrs.Stabler but you put my daughter in tears, you are not speaking with her." And he hangs up.

"Are you okay?" He asks, as I continue to stare out the window.

"I'm fine." I say "why would she do that?" I ask him.

"I don't know" he says walking over to me an setting a hand on my shoulder.

"I'm going to bed." I say, turning around.

"Okay, good night sweetie." he says, as I walk to my room. I change into one of Elliot's old t-shirts, turn our playlist on, lay down with a picture of him and cry my self to sleep.

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