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༄ Sana Pov

I'm addicted to a sad song
And I don't know why.

But for some reason,
I felt so happy inside.

I hum and open my eyes. I keep open and close my eyes while listening to addicted to a sad song by Powfu on my phone. I look at the clock, and I will start a class in an hour.

I always woke up early and listening to every sad song while waiting for a time to take a shower and go to school.

It's already my habit every day unless I do not go to school. Listening to a sad song sometimes gives me chill though.

To be honest, I'm not always sad. I just love listening to a sad song. It doesn't matter if I'm in a relationship or I'm single.

I pull out my earphone and start taking a shower while thinking about my future.

Sigh. I wish he will notice me and talk to me. He's so cute when he smiled. It melts me every time I took a glance at him. Sometimes he will look at me and smile. I can feel my cheeks turn red.

I felt like a crazy woman thinking about him while taking a shower. Shaking my thoughts, I've finished taking a shower and wrapped my body with a towel. Another small towel for drying my hair.

After some minutes wearing a uniform school, I wear glasses and look at the mirror. I smile, and I can feel my cheeks getting chubby. Puffing my cheeks, I frowned. I look like a squirrel.

" Tsk. Hihihi "

I giggle. At least I'm cute. That's what I thought before walking downstairs.

"Good morning, mommy!!"

"Good morning, sweet cheeks. You look cheerful today? did something happen last night?"

"hmm. Not really. I'm always happy, didn't I?"

I took a pancake and ate, making my mom chuckle.

"Slow down, sweet cheeks. You look like a squirrel right now."

I smile sheepishly, and I don't mind if my mom teasing me right now. Because her pancake that she had cooked just now is delicious. I wish I can make it by myself, but knowing that I almost burn the kitchen because of my clumsiness the other day, that was the last time I touch the stove.

I suddenly pout.

" What's wrong? you were smiling and then pouting. "

" Can I cook again, mommy? please 🥺 "

" No-no-no. "

" Mommy ~ 🥺 What happens if one day I have a husband? I don't want to let him starve and die. 🥺 "

I pout.

" ಠ_ಠ hmm. I will think about it again later. But why are you suddenly talk about a husband right now? do you want to get married already? "

" No ~~ I'm still young. I'm 17 years old this year. Maybe after I graduated and have a good job and own a house and... and then I will propose my crush hihi 🤭"

I said while thinking about proposing to him. My heart melts even just thinking about him.

But I interrupted my thoughts when I think again that I'm just a nerd girl. I pout again.

" But I don't think he will accept me. I'm just a nerd girl mommy. I'm sad. 😔 "

" Aww, sweet cheeks. Why'd you had to think like that? To me, you're beautiful, sana. Remember why you suddenly wear glasses? "

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