Crumbling down (Tmnt fan fiction )

Catch up & (New) Chapter One:

Hey guys! Wow, It's been too long. A lot's changed, hasn't it?

Anyway, I am back and this story is honestly so old that I forgot what I was planning but I got some ideas lined up.

So let's start this book over and see how it goes! I hate that I was gone for so long! I apologize :)

Chapter one:

' I can't believe I... I didn't mean to... How could I have done that?'

I push myself off the old roof to the Pizza place I would take Mikey too after hard practice sessions. It feels so wrong to have touched that building after what happened. 

I continue running across roof to another roof. Feeling the sweat from the intense cardio I am doing as I run away. I feel the air getting colder, the impending winter is coming. Just a few weeks away. 

I make it to the edge of the city before I take the bridge to exit the city. I stop and sit next to a cold wall, the building is an apartment building, so no one should be awake this late, so I don't have to worry too much about getting caught. I don't plan to stay long anyway. I just need to wait out the last rush hour of cars attempting to get home. To their family, the people that love them. I feel mad at myself thinking that I don't have one. I am a lucky one, I have a family, yet I destroyed that. I can't go back home. Not after what happened. I sigh and close my eyes, yet all I see is what happened. The shades of red splashing all over my face, the sights of my brothers faces, faces of horror and shock. 

I shake as I relive their sights. I sigh and get back up and begin moving again, this time far away. Leo always told me I would "never make it far that I would always come back." Yet, finally I prove him wrong. I'm leaving them, this time. There's no way to go back and changed what happened. I have to leave this time.